Friday, April 18, 2008 . 1:06 AM
Working in a corporate worlds really not easy..i've been blessed tt I don't see and experience many ugly things of the competitive corporate world.
Nonetheless i'm not spared from being anxious,stressed and paranoid. Now I feel like my new pay raise is really hard earned money. More pay u get, the more stress u hv to endure.
There r time when I wished to be left alone n out of politics.learning to be assertive even if its to ur boss....
Today I felt like my heart had sank to the deepest ocean ..so burdened by my paranoid...that my heart could have died.
l'm led to believe tt l really shouldn't take leaves..bcos lt doesn't seem to go well w my sup. Y am l so scared of what he thinks of me?
Bcos he is watching my performance ...waiting to see if l'm ready for CRA. I'm worklng so hard to be one and l really don't want lose it all when l'm so close.
Maybe l give myself too much pressure ...
I'm also thinking tt the sup tt had so much respect for is quite 2 faced.
Tt upsets me a lot.
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