Sunday, November 30, 2003 . 11:55 PM
.:.The send-off.:.
My mom was like playing with the hamsters the whole morning b4 we got ready and left for the airport. I think she would miss the hamsters alot. Bearbear got out of the cage last nite again...we didn't know she went missing until my mom was doing her last min laundry and she saw bearbear at the balcony(where the cages are) haha! I think she would miss bearbear the most! Anyway we went to the airport at 11+...hsiaolin's dad came to fetch us. But i sat in mingming's dad's car instead (cos my mom had too much luaggages)with yicai. Yicai came with us to send them off and to help with the luggages. Thanks bb...I'm just thinking if u weren't with me i think i would b really really sad to see them leave HAI~~
They went in really early ard 12+ although the flight is at 1.30pm cos the airport worker came and provided the airport's wheelchair for my dad and he pushed my dad into the ..err is that the checking in area? aiyah u know lar...so they went in early. Then later on yicai and me took the mrt ..we were thinking of going town one..but we tot it's a great idea to go to EXPO for the BODY Worlds exhibition since we r aldy in the EAST! I wanted to go and see since my exams!!
Hey that exhibition is damn interesting i tell u. If u're not comfy with dead pple then 4get it lar u don need to see liao. Its damn gd. ONe trip through the exhibition and i tell ya it's 100 X better than reading ur textbks. It showed the locomotive system(the muscles and skeletons),the nervous system, digestive system, urinary and reproductive systems and one very interesting section : the embryo and foetus section. They had a few foetuses with degenerative disorders or something so they looked deformed ..and probably the foetuses were obtained when the mothers miscarriaged. Really quite sad. And there's this plastinated lady pregnant with a 5mth-old baby ...the kinda cut up her adbominal part so that u could see the foetus inside her. Very amazing. But really quite sad to think that this is a real person who died with her baby inside her...And they even show u the embryos(babies are called embryos b4 they are 18 weeks old i think...) Anyway the embryos are so super tiny. BY the 3rd mth of pregnancy the baby is barely (let me see...) barely..mayb 10cm? oh well it's damn small lar! By the 5th mth then the tummy would kinda bulge. get the pic? cool ah..
I liked the nervous system part alot. They showcase many brains....and the peripheral and autonomic nervous system running ard ur body. DAmn cool!!! And if u read the papers, there's this guy sitting by the chess set?? his back part is exposed to show u the nerves running down the spinal cords and from there spread out ...I told u it's 100X better than textbks...so tis is how nerves look like ...amazing..
Never knew lungs are so huge...the livers looked huge as well leh...there's 2 plastinated specimens ..one is the brain ..the other one is the liver for the pple to touch. So we went to touch as well. Quite cool..u're holding a BRAIN LEH!! A BRAIN!! The liver feels very plasticiney..ee..gross. I onli touched didn't hold it's too big for my hand anyway..Don't wanna turn and feel like dropping the thing halfway later :p
Anyway if u're interested and curious to see how ur body is really like could go n see. It's $18 per adult. (yeah ex....i know....but worth it....)I'ts not that gross lar actually (or is it me who is used to seeing these kind of stuffs...) Even if u're grossed up initially by the end of it u wouldn't feel as if u're watching real dead pple...so u wouldn't feel gross anymore. Very informative ...amazing...
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Saturday, November 29, 2003 . 12:24 PM
complainy complainy complainy..............
went to peishan's bday party yesterday nite. Really didn't feel like going ...it's so far..pasir ris chalet leh. In the end i went lar i mean it's her 21st bday :) But i didn't enjoy myself lor.what do u expect? bday parties are like that. OR is it just me? I donoe. I have problems myself..i might be suffering from autism...haha no lar that's stupid. That's too extreme. I just donoe how to communicate and interact with others lar. I feel as if im suffering from super low selfesteem too..They are my closest grp of frens back in JC lor..we used to b so wild and everything but now i see them i can barely even joke with them. Nothing is wrong with them.It's just me..get the pic? I can't communicate with pple!!!! And i feel damn shitty abt tat...hai...damn down. I couldn't stay over cos my parents are leaving tomoro and i don wan them to feel that i still can stay out when they r leaving aldy. I think PS is quite dissppointed ..sorrie hai. And jieguang and Haolun didn't wan to stay either. But it's really not nice to not stay. They kept toking and discussing and joking and couldn't make up their damn decisions abt staying over or leaving...if they r leaving they could leave with me ..cos they all stay in clementi. In the end at 11.15 pm they decided to stay cos PS asked them to. ANd i couldn't take it no longer i asked Jiawei if he could give mi a lift (he's got a car) to the mrt..but it turned out by the time we reached pasir ris mrt they train was abt to leave aldy. I asked if he could send me home ....i know it's hard on him lar..it's so damn far...i knew he never liked the idea of driving all the way to clementi. BUt he said ok lor..nvm ..cos he always drive to Holland V every weekend anyway. So he drove me home. And we had a gd talk....just like normal friends. It's quite nice lor. It's just abit odd that we know so much abt each other's family and friends....he seemed so familar but yet so unfamilar at the same time. We talked abt which guyfrens are in NUS now and i've seen them ard etc..abt our families...and he told me thinking back army days seemed like the best time he had compared to studying now. I gez if not for the ride, we wouldnt' have the chance to talk properly. We haven't tok properly since we broke up. Glad for the ride home ..very glad..cos it only took half an hr. I totally was dreading the whole trip home the entire day.
And today..i really feel very sian...very down very upset. I was woken up at 9 again because of the construction works below my unit argh!!!And my parents are leaving tomoro!!! i'm damn sad lar...hai...mayb we all think that i would b happy cos i'll have all the freedom in the world isn't it? No lor...i'm damn upset whenever i think that i have to take care of myself again. hai
What a long entry today....I opened up today's TODAY(weekend) and saw an article by Dave Barry "afflected with MGD blindness" MDGB means Male genetic Dirt blindness -_- corny. sounds damn biological. anyway he was talking abt y men can't seem to relate to their feelings while women (actually more like his wife) could tell a 3 days worth of story on something that only lasted only for seconds...partly cos (he said) men has no feelings...he said whenever they appear to b thinking ,they just have this low-level humming sounds in their heads..that's y they always go "hmmmm" whenever gals talk.... ok put that aside.. So now i got the impression that guys have no feelings and they r dumb and their brains can't think anything besides being logical. rite? Always being so logical...donoe wat the guy species are thinking abt...now i damn well know WHY!!! COS THEY AREN'T THINKING MOST OF THE DAMN TIME. Their brains are empty. period.
GUys...guys..let me tell u this...gals don think like equations. A=B so B =C and therefore A=C.NO! stop telling me solutions pls. I don need solutions...i onli need understanding. understanding that y i'm like this or that...Nor can i understand y u're always telling me that there's no prob with me and i'm gona b ok when i damn well know that i DO have a prob here. WATEVER!!!!
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Thursday, November 27, 2003 . 9:56 PM
~Freedom~
Yeah finally exams over! but very sian leh. Feel damn lost now that i've got the all the time? hmm. Yesterday after the paper, i went orch with Xiaoying. She drove hee. So she drove us down to town and we just shopped ard lar..feels damn gd! I think it's also one of the 1st times we really went shopping together. Really enjoyed ourselves.
Tomoro is Peishan's bday. And she's holding her party at the chalets. My mom wants me to stay home in the noon so that she could go out and do some last min shopping b4 they leave for m'sia on SUNDAY. Yeah...i won't b staying over nite as well. I chatted to bernice a little just now over the icq.Not really chat lor...just leaving msgs for each other like that. She didn't reply me....don't know wat's happening lar.. i feel very tired. tomoro then settle everything. Now that the reality is that my parents are leaving, i'm kinda sad. Although yes i'll have lots n lots of freedom....but think of this scenario ok..think...u went out...play...or went to sch..lots of things happened and u come home and there's NOONE...except the 4 walls...noone no sound no nothing. U get the pic? I recalled wat it was like when they were away those few mths and it's really very very very saddening to come home and home is not warm or anything. Home is just damn cold. No one....don even mention my bro ...he's almost always not home..watever. And wat abt food? breakfast? lunch? dinner? i have to settle myself. I remembered there was once i went over yicai's place and we had dinner at his place...And i told him "woah! the food taste damn gd ...i haven't had homecooked food for mths.." I just dread that i have to settle my own meals.....dread that home would b so cold and too quiet....(actually now it's too noisy..)but well! u get the pic!! It's really very sian one...it feels as if i don belong anywhere i don have family i don have anyting. Now i'm trying to spend more time with them. Don't go out unless neccessary. I dread wat sunday would b like....so cold and quiet. SIAN! treasure ur family lar.....sometimes it's only when u've lost something then u would realise how impt these little things are.
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003 . 5:48 PM
http://haleonline.com/psychtest/
You're an INTJ
INTJ
You are a strong individualist who seeks out new angles or novel ways of looking at things...enjoy coming to new understandings...insightful and mentally quick...but this quickness is not always obvious to others since you keep a lot to yourself...you're logical and analytical and ingenious..
You are very determined and trust your vision of the possibilities, regardless of what other people think...you are VERY independent...you are quiet yet firm....You're a damn perfectionist!!
Appear serious and reserved... might be labelled "brains" by others...you probably do/did well in school because you set internal goals for yourself.. being sociable just isn't worth your time and energy...unless there's a purpose for you...you don't like bureaucracy icky because you have to fit into other people's systems and not your own...
You might be frugal unless the money is spent on something you value (like education or a Storm Palace subscription)...you learn best when you can design your own approach...you have a thirst for knowledge..you probably enjoy lectures, libraries, courses and so on...
You are highly independent, and continue on with your plans even in the face of data that might suggest to others that it's no longer feasible... independent individualist....surprised when others don't see your visions the same clear way you do...a job well done doesn't need comment, it speaks for itself...you like decisive and intellectual people...
Man! You're one hell of a relentless organizer! ....tough-minded... once you make your mind up to do something, nothing can stop you.... even your leisure is planned, regualar and disciplined....you tend to avoid fads...you tend to choose partners in your love life who have an outward zest....you keep your affections private, and don't always share 'em with your partner..
You can be intense in your love...generous with gifts if it fits into the ideal the way love should be...when scorned, you retreat into your own world and may share none of your hurt feelings with anyone...you look for the "right" way to end a relationship...
Things to watch for: let go of impractical ideas....don't get so tied up in future thoughts that you ignore the present; you could be surprised... don't ignore the impact of your style on others..not everyone functions the way you do....you might criticize anyone who doesn't match up to how you think they should be...don't become obsessed with unimportant details... demanding...critical...
INTJ: "It's Not Thoroughly Justified"
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Countdown countdown...
OMG..it's onli 2+pm..it feels as if hrs have passed u know. I can't wait for the damn paper tomoro to b over. But the paper is at 1pm leh. Wait until siao. I don't know y..it seemed very easy to study for the paper tomoro. Mayb i skipped some lectures without knowing. What if i can't ans the Qs tomoro. argh. And today feels like a sunday haha. Mayb cos it's a public hol, eh but tht doesn't make any difference to any of us rite? U all having hols...everyday is a public hol. And i'm having exams..no difference. Anyway tomoro last paper ah. After that can go out with u pple aldy. Mayb meet up b4 i leave for kuching lar? i donoe. I wan to spend alittle more time with my parents as well, they leaving on the 30th. My mom is aldy packing her luggages. She's been pestering me to learn how to cook..and she just showed me how to prepare the sauce for spagehetti yesterday. Today she taught me jap curry..........and last week she taught me how to marinate the chicken meat...is that the word for that? aiyah anything lar. There seemed to b something wrong with my tagboard..but i can't get it fixed..mayb after the exams i would try to do something abt it.
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Monday, November 24, 2003 . 12:29 PM
.:. 1 day to the last paper.:.
I'm aldy having the dillusion that i don have to study anymore. It's onli 2 days left to the paper on wed, I just started studying last nite. Studying ok..not revising :) SO i'm dead. I'm praying hard that God would help me!! of cos i must work very hard these 2 days as well...at least study smart lar. Actually this paper is almost gone-case. It's the one that i did very badly for the CA and it's 30%. I would expect to get a C...eh that's v bad aldy.
Anyway It was Gwen's bday yesterday. And khai's and Haolun's. I wonder how's her celebration with karl..so hsiaolin..u're gonna go partying with lindy tonite? *grin* well enjoy urself yeah!
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Saturday, November 22, 2003 . 7:24 PM
3rd paper..
Finally the 3rd paper is over. I almost went crazy yesterday. The whole day yesterday was HELL. I'm so tensed up so tired and everything but i simply just can't nap leh...i think i suffered anxiety attack of some kind. Really horrible lor. U feel very tired but yet u can't sleep? do u know how shiity it is...and i was a walking zombie and i still have to study...hai. Really glad it's all over. Last paper on wed.
i was at holland V juz now and i went to the market (the small market near 7 eleven)picked 3 white and 3 pink roses and some other decorative flowers..asked the lady to wrapped them up. It's really cheap and it's nice. It's for my mom's belated bday one lar..carry it all the way home (felt quite embarrased...like some guy gave mi flowers like that) And it turned out my mom LOVES it. She was so HAPPY. I was abit shocked. Then i felt it's really worth all these trouble..i'm glad she loves it. I didn't buy her the flowers on her bday cos i had papers to study for. I'm not unfillial k....that's more like my stupid bro....he mesged me today and said mom's bday just passed leh. Can i go get a cake or flowers? HELOO...2 days have passed before YOU the unfillial idiot finally realise that? But not too bad lar..AT LEAST he realised!
look at wat little expectations i have of my bro? tsk.
And hsiaolin ah...i really can't imagine how things would b like when u leave for aust..ANd for 3 yrs somemore! that's really long lor. I've been thinking alot abt u leaving. We've always been together all these yrs from young and now that u're leaving ...really v sad. I just have that impulse to go aust 2 man. I don wanna stay here...but things are not always what we want. SO wat if i wan to leave? i don have the $...and i have to earn $ cos my family needs it! Mayb i'll join u 2 yrs later ..if i have the $ to go over and do a masters. If not i'll go back to NUS. oh man that sounds like shit. I don wanna go back to nus..hai. Then how abt u and karl?( i think i'm spelling his name wrong) How is he taking it? Anyway ur family has the ability to give u wat u wan..it's really lucky of u. Give thanks to God yeah. Hey don be mistaken ..i'm not selfpitying myself now..i'm grateful and contended with how my life is. I think God has blessed me and my family alot even though we're in tis state. He shall choose where i would go since He knows best. Hmm mayb i shd b a housewife and 4get abt damn masters :) Taitai would b gd...gosh i'm blabbering rubbish...
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Friday, November 21, 2003 . 12:06 PM
A belly full of complaints......
I had my 2nd paper today. It's quite bad feel so cheated by the prof...he told us wat would come out etc but today's paper, most of the Qs he asked aren't wat we r taught in detail...that means i crapped my way lar..and i still tot it would b an easy paper. hai now feel quite demoralised and another even worse paper to go tomoro. How come all my modules are so jialat this sem? hai.. i gez i deserved it lar. I zao so many lectures....tsk
And last nite, at 3am ok...3am! my stupid brother came home but found the door locked ( i can't scold my mom stupid rite...) and he called my hp and woke mi up to open the door for him. Man...it's my exams the next day ok! can't somebody just respect that? This morning! It was gonna rain ard 830..my paper was at 9am. I searched high n low for a brolly ok...just a damn brolly and couldn't find one...and i'm gonna b late. I wanted to take a taxi cos it would b much faster and the exam hall is more accessible by car than by bus. And gez wat? every taxi that passed by were all taken up. In the end i ended up taking a BUS which turned out to b much FASTER!?!?! Eh i was almost drenched....cos the rain was very heavy when i reached sch's bustop. And there's no shelter to the exam halls unless i go the LONG way...which i did ...(btw i did find a brolly except its USELESS in that kind of rain! damn) And i was late for the exam...abt 5 mins...but luckily it hasn't started so it's ok.........................now .............how bad can my day still go.........that's for me to fnd out later ...scarly the unit downstairs decids to start hammering at something again.....or my mom decides it's a wonderful day to start nagging at my dad again...then i can 4get abt my sleep and my exam tomoro. -_- Yeah mayb i shd take up shang's advice on anger managment. If they try and hammer anything downstairs i'll scream at them from my window. :) oh yesh i will..........
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Thursday, November 20, 2003 . 10:42 AM
Mom's bday
NO celebration for her lar. She asked mi not to spend $ and buy stuffs for her. I think she still wans something lar isn't it? I got her a very nice and ex card. Wanted to get her flowers but eh i have paper tomoro..no flowershop that i know of nearby..onli holland V..so i can't afford the time. She was doing her nagging this morning at 7+ again....i really find it very amazing that she could tok and complain non-stop ( i really mean non-stop..sentence after sentence) for 1 hr...and my door is not that thick that i can't hear every single thing ...7+ leh!!! I almost went crazy trying to sleep..but i don dare to ask her to shuddup...or else i really might have no peace aldy..and then at 8.30 she went out i think. so i went back to sleep and at 9am the unit downstairs was hammering something just below my room!!!!!!!!
SO sian! feeling very fedup...
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003 . 12:48 AM
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003 . 10:40 AM
Hmm no renovations today??Peaceful!! But still have to go sch cos xiaoying is aldy in sch waiting for me. I'm dead.only 3 days left and i have so many things untouched. 2 papers ..one on fri the other one on sat. die liao lar...sian.
Btw i 4got to mention that my mom gave mi a bday present too. She gave mi a white gold bracelet with 4 diamonds on top and 2 smaller ones each beside the 4 diamonds. Don ask mi how many K..i donoe..i just know the whole bracelet cost $1000+!! I was so shocked! Now then i know she dotes on me so much...haha..very touched. Actually she took $500 worth of MY gold jewellery to trade in so she actually paid 500+ lar...aiyah still alot i think. CRAZY. So touched!
I've aldy given up on my egg the day b4 my bday. I figured it wouldn't hatch anyway cos if u look back at that entry i said i candled the egg and it seemed as if the embryo has aldy died. I wanted to open up the egg to look at the embryo..like how much it developed b4 it died? erm but i changed my mind. I mean if i see a almost formed chick and it's dead i would b so damn sad lor...now i donoe wat to do with the 2 eggs. Throw them down the chute? Throw them in the rubbish bin??? how.....i'm so attached to the eggs...(crazy) tsk!! *sad*
BTW i would be going back to Kuching from 4th to the 11th of dec.MY parents would be going back on the 1st dec that's the confirmed date. I prob would be going cameron highlands on Jan2 to Jan5?? Not confirmed. I've asked a no of pple whether they r interested. So pls...meimei..consider...deying..u oso....gwen??????? Don be so spoiler in the end onli mi and yicai go....I've asked xiaoying aldy and she said she has to ask her mom...come to think of it i haven't asked my mom...hmm..aiyah don think she cares, she would be in kuching aldy anyway.
I've added a link to The Little Prince on the left, for those who are curious wat's up with the little prince ...u can take a look, no pop ups somemore..but the website is in chinese, u could change it into english then read the story. :) I haven't finish the bk..can u believe it deying?!! i've borrowed the bk twice and twice i was stuck at the same chapter and i didn't progress....
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Sunday, November 16, 2003 . 3:21 PM
.21st BDAY.
My day started with my 1st paper. The paper wasn't too gd. But i'm fine lar. can't be bothered.
After paper, i treated xiaoying and jennifer to DOME ( in our sch) cost me about $30.
Xiaoying gave me a pillow that she made her self, the top face of the pillow she did crossstich of my name "lynn" in pink and a little red indian gal! It's really very very very sweet i tell ya! On top of that she even bought a deodorant spray for me~~ Weekends by Burbbery for Women. I applied the deodorant right last nite when i went out to celebrate with Yicai. The more i smell the fragrance of the deodorant the more i love it haha. Coincidentally, i bought Weekends BurRberry for Men for Yicai just few mths back! Must tell xiaoying that...
Jennifer gave me a christian bk..a very popular one in the "christian" world :p called "The purpose-driven life: what are we here for?" :)
Yicai didn't manage to get the present i want..it's ok..He got me a bouquet of flowers! Finally i got flowers from him ( have been bugging him for a while aldy :p) Happy lar! that's very sweet of him. We went to a jap restaurant in esplanade for dinner. The meals were very gd ..i gez u pay for wat u get lar..So tat's my bday!
Meimei, after the exams we could go for a din. My treat. BTW xiaohui didn't wish me happy bday! (she always do that rite?? memories getting worse..feels familar..)
Anyway these are the list of pple who did wish me happy bday..put them down to appreciate their efforts :)
- Yicai
- Meimei
- Ber
- Peishan
- Doris
- Gwen
- Deying
- Haolun
- Dajie
- Khai
- Waitat
- Julian ( He gave mi a present as well thanz)
- Enzheng
- Hanjie
- Jiamin
- Brian
erm i think that's all.. i donoe if i miss out anyone. ANyway thanz to all. And a HAPPY HAPPY 21st BDAY to Doris today!!
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Saturday, November 15, 2003 . 3:35 PM
You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
keep people alive when in times of famine.
People love you...or at least the way you
taste.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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==The way i taste? hmm==
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Friday, November 14, 2003 . 9:52 AM
Stupid renovations..
The unit below mine is having a major renovation..it just started yesterday. They have to renovate when i'm having my papers. Tomoro is my 1st paper.....oso my bday! :) haiyah my goodness...today they started at 9 k...and i woke up at 9 lar..i'm going sch soon to study i can't even study at home if i wan to...damn..this is very jialat...
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Thursday, November 13, 2003 . 11:04 AM
Thunderstorm!
Last nite at ard 3+am, the wind began to blow very strongly and lightnings and thunder filled the nite sky. WOW!! i tell ya..the lightnings were fanstastic. (mi and my rain nonsense again) If the rain had came earlier in the nite i would be sitting there looking at lightnings..too bad lar canot tahan went back to sleep. If yicai were at home and the storm came earlier i think he would enjoy it very much too. He loves to lightning-watch, i do too! Lightnings are especially impressive at nite, cos it lights up the nite sky and u could see the path of the lightnings very clearly.. aaa so nice.. (iris must b thinking i'm mad...)
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003 . 11:06 PM
:::School, arguments and egg:::
Ok man..i didn't sleep well at all cos everyone seemed to b smsing me this morning. I decided to go to sch to study with Xiaoying. And yongzhi joined us as well. I think i spent 1 hr + arguing with yicai over sms. And then i couldn't take it anymore i called him. i've got very little tok time but i just had to tok things out with him. hai..hsiaolin must be thinking we argueing again! anyway things solved. If i don solve the problem now it's just gonna build up and then explode..that would be worse. Hai
Anyway hsiaolin..u know apparently my mom woke up last nite when u 2 were here? So she asked mi today how come u came..and who's the guy. I told her that u and ur bf dropped by onli for a while to see the hamsters. That's all...she asked wat's ur bf like..(as usual kapo) so..i donoe wat she's gonna say to ur mom..just b prepared.
And my egg! It's not hatching..i candle it again. And ok..normally it would be alittle transparent on the top of the egg and opaque for most of the egg...this time i candled it, the top was transparent...plus the back of the egg were mostly transparent too. I think i had killed the egg the day i 4got to switch back on the lamp -_- i'm feeling quite sad abt that.........hai
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The visit~~
Today is the EXPECTED day of my eggs' hatching but apparently they didn't hatch. I expect one to b dead lar..so i'm waiting for the other one to hatch hopefully soon. QUite disappointing.
Hsiaolin and her bf just left my hse. yesh so late liao. She wanted to show me to her bf, Khal. She has been going on n on abt how sweet and gentle he is. Yeah..he's really sweet, very gentle, gd-natured...very innocent feeling haha. ANd he's quite attractive really...reminds mi of some guy back in ACJC that gals used to go gaga over hee. He's got super long eyelashes leh!!! SO nice! Yeah cousin...from how the two of u were behaving just now it's really sweet and warming. Glad u found someone who's so nice and true to u :)
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003 . 1:02 AM
.:. The Rain .:.
Have u ever sat there and observe the rain b4? I always did..when my parents were away in china during that 6 mths, i love to stand by my window and admire the scenery ( except part of the beautiful scenery is blocked by the next blk -_-) and i love it esp when it rains and if the wind is not blowing in my direction, i could open the windows wide and admire the falling rain, with the dark skies at the backgrd, lightnings flashing and pple running for shelter. Wonderful i tell ya. Today it rained heavily in the noon and i was at home studying. So instead of studying i went to the windows and sat there for like 15 mins admiring how the wind was blowing the rain so that the rain all seemed to sway in one direction. When the rain hits the sheltered walkway downstairs, it got deflected...that kinda reminds mi of the raining scene in the matrix hahaa It's been a long time since i sat down and admire the rain. I mean how many of u actually do that? Usually when it rains we would rush to close all the windows...and that's it! That's really one thing u all should try out...it feels so peaceful. Open the windows and feel the wind next time it rains! :)
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Sunday, November 09, 2003 . 9:22 PM
I went to watch matrix revolution last nite ( booked the tix in advance) with yicai. We were late for the show lor..for ard 5 mins + i think cos we were having dinner. When we went in Neo was aldy lost in the train station...AND I STILL DONOE WAT HAPPENED ..HOW THE HELL HE GOT THERE?! I think it's a gd wrap up of the trilogy lar...love the show even though there are many scenes of machines fighting with machines...i usually don't like machines...but the scenes were very gd ..super exciting. Throw mi actions and fightings i'll b very happy aldy. So shallow haha! Anyway some part of the movie was quite touching and very sad ...like when Trinity died! (aww!!!)Hmm the ending of the show was quite confusing ...after yicai explained to me then i finally understood the logic. The whole show focus mainly on the war in Zion ( inevitably) and Neo alot. Wat abt morpheus n company??? not much of the classic matrix slow motion kungfu in this show as well..i can only vaguely rem the gang storming thru the frenchman's club and there were some kungfu..then at ending fight with Agent Smith, it was just one whole mess of actions..not too bad . The graphics and the rain..that's quite nice too....Now i'm waiting for lord of the rings to b out in dec! haha
Anyway went sch to study today with yicai. Cos i just can't study at home and noone would wan to go sch on sundays so he had to go with me. I didn't expect so many pple to b in sch ...most of the benches were taken up..and library closes at 4.30pm so not many places to go. But one thing gd abt sch is that it really forces u to study. Wat else is there to do...
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You are Lamentations.
Which book of the Bible are you?
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i'm lamentations?!! Aiyo..besides the part on i'm forsaken and abused etc, i think the rest of the quizz reflects on what i'm feeling now. My spiritual walk with God is so dry...like a well that has dried up. And i'm unwilling to go back to God even though my heart aches for Him. I need support and prayers from fellow brothers and sisters in christ to help me go thru the tough times and help mi to experience God's love for me once again.
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Saturday, November 08, 2003 . 2:22 AM
Today is technically the last day of sch but tomoro got make up lecture at 1pm. stupid timing. This morning (7+am) i woke up and i switched off the lamp that was incubating the eggs so that the lamp could rest a while. And gez wat?! i forgot to switch it on after that...till 4pm and then suddenly out of nowhere i rem i didn't switch it on....goodness..my eggs were "frozen" aldy...so cold to the touch. haiyah v sad lar..i'm afraid the drop in temperature for 9 over hrs could kill the embryos....or impair their development + hatching etc...
Anyway, i shd have
candle the eggs b4 to check the air space in the eggs to see if hatching would b expected etc...i candled the eggs after i switched on the lamp again . i'm just super anxious to know if there is anyting developing inside all these while. One of the eggs looked like what the diagram showed at 18th day..something like that lar...u could see thru the egg shell alittle and see that the top part is translucent compared to the bottom where it's dark. The other egg unfortunately seemed translucent all around leh...i donoe wat that means but i gez that's not a gd thing lar. So prob onli one egg surviving ....but after this morning's drop in temp n all that i donoe whether it would survive. So damn sad k...only 4 more days to go b4 hatching and i killed the embryo?!! oh no.....
I'm not too happy with yicai now. He said he wanna support me as i study...yeah rite...he said he would call me b4 he sleeps..and now its 2+am??? and he has LONG gone to sleep ..prob fell asleep watever ..it means the same to me. What a lovely support....
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Thursday, November 06, 2003 . 12:48 AM
Wanted to go sch today to study but was really tired. My uncle called this morning and said that he wanna go to JB, and asked if i wanna go along to "do" my IC...eh i donoe wat's happening ok..according to my mom i have to change my IC when i'm 18?? and we prob have huge pending fines to pay by now cos i haven't gone n change it...SO at 7+am she woke mi up and expected mi to go to JB!! ANd then i started throwing tantrums ( i think i'm getting more n more childish...) y am i informed so last min?! If i had known that i have to go JB i would have slept earlier...and finally my mom said ok lar..u got exams now next time then ask ur uncle to bring xiaolin n u go lor.......ok..PEACE.
It's not that i don want to go...cos it's really troublesome to go up there i donoe when i'll get the chance again...but i'm just super irritated that they informed mi last min. And i'm supposed to go sch n study ...that would mean that i have to change my plans? and i HATE changing my plans....call me inflexible then..watever. SO after all that i went back and attempted to sleep. couldn't get back to sleep until half an hr later...AM i very complainy??
Have sch the whole day tomoro. And xiaoying and i really have to start thinking if we wanna go UROPS ( it's a research ting...could gain experience from doing research with profs..) It would of cos give us some advantages in the future when we look for jobs. Could oso do without it lar..It's very time-consuming though. Have to really start planning.
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003 . 1:16 AM
As u can see i'm having so much fun with all these quizzes hee..do try them!
Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!
What Inuyasha Character are you?
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=== i love kagome!! lucky it's her haha..but i'm not those type of person who is 1st to volunter! ====
actually there's a quizz for matrix persona...yeah but i did it and i don like the character they gave mi!! so..u wan u go find urself n do it..
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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==== hey i'm a perfect gf!! yicai u see that?! I DO NOT LIKE HANGING OUT WITH MY BF'S FRENS ..IF U MEAN KEEPING QUIET WITH THEM THEN MAYB U CAN COUNT THAT AS YES I CAN HANG OUT WITH THEM...======
anyway i found all these cute "quizz" on a fren's blog! i think it's really interesting...i think the below one suits xiaolin alot si nce she's kinda nuts abt vampires sometimes. Oh face it...things that are forbidden lures us....."the forbidden fruit" as jennifer always put it..just for fun yeah..don take it too seriously ..
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.
What class of vampire are you? (more new images!)
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==== eee this pic is friggin freaky!! but it's quite true....i adapt easily... i like the pic with the vampire up there.. actually abit evil n gothic...erm..like that lor====
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Time really flies man..it's Tuesday aldy!(in fact i think it's wed morning...) Havne't been updating the blog..i feel as if noone is reading it (:(..) Anyway i went specially to sch today to study. So hardworking!! i couldn't stay home man. I'm practically hooked unto friendster now! u prob would b wondering wat's so fun abt it...it's really fun lor..looking at pple's profiles and all that...i realised many pple are having such an interesting life except me. And i tot everyone's life is the same boring usual life...how come i'm not involved in rock climbing etc etc....FOR ONE I'M A DAMN SLACKER! yeah wat a life im having....and i've got no purpose in life. That's really bad. Shd read "purpose-driven life" bk...it's a christian bk..everyone says it's a great bk..and jennifer said she's gonna get it for me for my bday...
I wanna go for a hols..i'm dying for one..but i've got no CASH...but i don wanna stay in spore get it?! I might go back to kuching. BTW folks..my parents are leaving for kuching on dec 2 for gd (kinda) my mom would prob b visiting us once every 2 mths kinda thing. So i'm supposed to go back to kuching n see them if i can...but my mom says if i don wan it's ok. I would really b so bored if i go back alone lor....and i donoe when xiaolin is going back..So..frens? anyone wanna go anywhere low budget get mi yeah..... bernice and deying u all ought to get a damn passport....PLEASE!
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Saturday, November 01, 2003 . 4:39 PM
saturday again.......
I realised i haven't update my blog since last fri! Been busy with rushing lab reports..to date i had to do 5 reports and i'm finally doing my last one today. SO i haven't started revising for my exams which is in 2 weeks' time. Hai i'm feeling very sian. My microB CA turned out quite badly...i scored 67 marks..ok now u prob b thinking eh that's not too bad wat idiot..complain wat.... YEAH RITE...AND HELL THE PPLE SITTING ARD ME GOT 80+ AND MY FRENS TOO OK.. and this CA constitutes 40% to the total which means i onli have like other 40% to work on for exam if i do not wan to get a stupid C...hai...i'm upset that y others did so well...and i'm upset that i can't b bothered that i did so badly either. Sounds complicating isn't it? I just can't b bothered...but it irritates me to hell that others did so well as well....
haiyah..gonna go sch later to force myself to start studying lar.. sianess.. Anyway still incubating the eggs..i figured the hatching would be ard my bday :) hopefully i would have 2 healthy chicks for my bday hee. My fren (khai) sms mi and asked if i wan to take in a 1mth old kitten ..aww! i really would love to have that kitten!!! BUT i bet my mom would say no...and i've got 5 hamsters aldy ...and prob would have 2 more chicks.. aiyo i wan the kitten!
This hamster is not dead ok..it's sleeping..and it's not my hamster haha just found this really funnie pic from somewhere else.
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