Sunday, March 28, 2004 . 3:22 PM
::: Sermon today was on Marriage :::
Brian Wren
When love is found and hope comes home
Sing and be glad that two are one.
When love explodes and fills the sky
Praise God and share our maker's joy.
When love had flow'red in trust and care
Build both each day that love may dare
To reach beyond home's warmth and light
To serve and strive for truth and right.
When love is tried as loved ones change
Hold still to hope though all seems strange
'Til ease returns and love grows wise
Through listening ears and opened eyes.
When love is torn and trust betrayed
Pray strength to love 'til torments fade
'Til lovers keep no score of wrong
But hear through pain love's Easter song.
Praise God for love, Praise God for life
In age or youth, in husband's wife.
Lift up your hearts, let love be fed
Through death and life, in broken bread.
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Saturday, March 27, 2004 . 12:38 AM
* oh weekends at last!! *
I can't believe that sch could b so tough. I mean just go labs mah...and lectures..my so called long days are from 8 to 6 pm..and i've zao most of the lects which means my days are shortened to 6 or 4 hrs in sch...but i still call it tough. This week was a LONG week. Labs after labs...until i'm numb..i just turn up can aldy lar. So finally today is over! Had a 6 hrs lab today. But it was ok cos first of all i didn't go for lect at 8a..i slept till i was full. And lab was fun today chatting n chatting with andrea abt everything under the sun. So it didn't feel as if i was donig work. Hai...i really donoe how i would survive the working world like this. So pampared oh no...Hai *worried*
I've been thinking....i would prob get a super part time odd job during May while i'm free so that i can earn some money for thailand trip in june and also not be such a bum.. But then it's my last hols i better start enjoying myself just bumming ard ha! Stupid sch ..i'm getting out of here!!!!! Wat am i toking abt..i'm toking nonsense aldy!!! Gosh...
Anyway if u can't see the pics i've put up..don worry i would get it fixed soon...soon means after my CA on next wed...dead
Had a chat with my cousin Marcus who's in aust, just now. He was so funnie, behaving like a singlish speaking singaporean doing his singlish, which i must say it's pretty flawless! Until it became too chim for me to understand. I think he's still more suitable to b english speaking. But the chat was gd..his nonsense left me laffing the whole time i was talking to him. Hai i'm getting old...he thinks i'm going to b 23 this yr!!! oh gosh!!!
that's all folks gonna sleep
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004 . 7:55 PM
::: I NEED A BREAK :::
Actually i'm not really that stressed. But i'm feeling really really tired and i've been having headaches, dizzy spells and buttache for these 2 days..This week is really bad for me cos i have labs for four days this week. And 3 practs next week. I hate NUS...i HATE THIS DAMN SCH TO THE CORE!!! LOUSY STUPID PLANNING OF TIMETABLES!! They put 2 practs so towarsd the end of the sch sem!! wah lau..next week is the last week of the sem yet i have so many labs cramped and not to mention i would have to do my report so late into the sem...hey i've got exams to catch u know..wat is these shit man.. :(
Anyway, i have to announce that Discovery channel is playing each of the 10 best documentaries for the last 10 yrs everynite at 10pm from mon( yesterday ). I've highlighted a number of them on the right panel , which i think my frends are more likely to b interested in..oh that's another dinosaurs one..but sorrie i'm not into dinos now..Could check out Discovery channel prog guides at www.scv.com.sg. If wan the listing of the 10 documentaries go to discoverychannel asia...i've linked it in my site. Well enjoy the documentaries!!! Strongly recommended ones are The real Eve and ark of convenent ( not a best 10 documentaries)!! I sound like a discoverychannel spokeperson now..they shd pay me for this ...
I'm so tired...just wen thru 2 days of practs...zao sch AGAIN! wat's new. I'm so sick of zaoing sch i wish sch can end rite NOW!! I chatted with jiawei today over msn this morning ( zao sch mah..so got lots of time to chat) And he put up a photo of him and his present gf. Yesh..he's attached aldy. Just onli. I knew that he liked the gal and had been updating me on wat's happening..when i heard that he's attached to her now, although i aldy expected it long ago i was still alittle sad. I mean like we used to b a couple..now both of us have our own partners. I'm human after all mah. Getting abit emotional over nothing. After a while i was ok lar. haha. And then silly thoughts like will she be a better gf than me? DOes he thinks she's prettier than me? etc ...silly rite? haha. Anyway i'm really happy for him that he's found someone else :) On the other chat with another jc fren of mine, he told mi he has been thinking of breaking up with his gf ( both i know..) for over a yr..and had lost the feeling for her. I think things are very sad for him now. Hai..I gez it's really sad to see one relationship end while another is blossoming...i think it's even horrible for him now cos he and jiawei are gd frens haha. hai.
Just now i tried putting my hamster xiaoxiao ( the papa ) with my rabbit while my rabbit was busy eating from his bowl, xiaoxiao actually tried attacking my rabbit!!!!! He tried to hit my rabbit and i think he wanted to bite too!!! Donoe wat's wrong with xiaoxiao..but i tot it was really really interesting haha. Wat did xiaoxiao think that was? His fellow hamster??ha. I removed him rite away..in case my rabbit bite him...there goes my hamster..stupid hamster!
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Monday, March 22, 2004 . 1:04 PM
* Great weekends *
Yicai had been really busy this whole week. He had to do his duty one nite and the next nite he had to rush for tuition after work..that means like 48 hrs straight of little rest. And he still wanted to carry on with his 2nd tuition the very next day again! I told him that is madness man...he doesn't wan to waste his weekends doing tuition so he rather cramp it on weekdays and finish them up. I told him he would die like that and eventually he decided to put it on sat noon. So in the end we onli went out on sat ard 5+pm... most of our weekends are always like that...if it's not this then the whole sat he has duty or something. I just can't rem when was the last time we could go out totally on weekends. But the weekends were great. Cos after his tuition we had nothing else on...great time just shopping and slacking and chatting :) On sunday we went to church. Ther sermon was very gd. I rem clearly this slogan that the pastor was mentioning to us one church in US used " His last command, our first concern " Wat was Jesus's last command to his disciples?? go check it out in ur bibles...it's go and make disciples of all nations. So now u know..the sermon is abt evangelising..more about making the effort to intentionally pray for ur frens..take 2 of ur frens who u think u would wan to evangelise to..and pray for them. Not neccessarily means havign to spead the gospel..just show more of our concern and care etc and if chance arises do tell them abt the gospel lor. I think the sermon was great.
Then we went holland V to eat and walk ard. Saw the baby version of my rabbit in the pet shop!!! so cute!!! so tiny haha!! we borrowed "ice age" that cartoon from the cd shop and went home to watch. I didn't watch it b4 that...oh man the cartoon is so damn funnie but quite short.
As some of my frens know...i have a rather embrassing prob...my right butt hurts sometimes..haha! I sprained some muscles ard my butt area..and on sun i kinda didn't walk properly or something...or my skirt was too restricting..anyway it hurts... and it hurts so badly at nite tt i couldn't do a single thing without feeling as if i rather would chop my butt off, had to keep massaging the area to lessen the pain!!! hai...very sad lar..From now on i VOW never to wear any tight or restricting skirts or pants or i would send myself to the polyclinic and ask for a physiotherapy on walking..
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Friday, March 19, 2004 . 11:57 PM
* Short day *
Had quite a short day cos onli one lect and a bible study after that. It's our last bible study of this sem. And my last one as well. Grace is most prob gonna do honours and tiantian is staying for another sem. So i'm the onli one leaving. I wonder if they would miss me haha. Yeah quite sad lor :(
Learnt something new at bible study today and i was quite touched.
God meant every probs that we went thru to b an opportunity to purify us. SO that we could come out of them each time learning something...become a better? to b more loving, caring etc...watever that we are short of. And we talked abt prayers...it's not how many words or how much we could pray in one prayer, sometimes we are so sad and grived that no suitale words can come out of our mouth. That is when we could stand silent b4 God and know that God knows everything that is going on in our hearts. Sometimes it's the short prayers that really mean alot.
Went home and slept the whole day away. Never felt so tired for so long...haha..and i gave ALL my hamsters a bath!! Wah took me some time to get them all bathed..so tedious. Quite funny seeing them doing all their funny stunts when i bathed them!
Anyway happy bday Qingli!!! although now abit too late to wish u liao :)
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Thursday, March 18, 2004 . 11:55 PM
::: A new look!
If this new look, with glaring white and intolerably sweet pink n purple disturb you pls let me know haha. I would change it. For now i love the white pure look aww.
Had been really busy going out and zaoing sch hee. Start from yesterday 1st. I didn't go for both my lectures in the morning but yet i went to sch early..so that i could do some last min studying and eat lunch with my frens ( who also didnt' go for lects) The paper was quite hai ok..the Qs were very straight forward but i don seem to have ans them properly. So i donoe man. Juz cross my fingers..can't b bothered too. After the paper i went home and prepared to meet up with meimei later ard 5+pm. I was late, as usual. SO sorrie!! She just made a pair of permanent contact lenses but one of them got chipped after a week so she's back to clementi to get the pple to give her a new one. After that she insisted that we go to jurong east n gai gai. wah i felt so cheated. She didn't even tell me that we would b going somewhere else.. tot we are gonna stay in clementi. SO we went lor...and i was just carrying my hp n wallet..no bag..no water bottle ( ok yesh i'm fussy..cannot ah?? opps i better b sweeter if not this doesn't match my blog's sweet image ha! ) But had a gd time with her shopping ard. Didn't get anything but was happy to have met up with her. We seldom get the chance to meet up esp now she's under attachment..
Today is my free day rem? I went to Harbourfront with xiaoying and jennifer and had such a blast man. We were carzy with taking wat we tot was "artisitic " photos with xiaoying's digicam in the food junction. This branch of food junction is really beautiful man. There was this part of the food court that was very bright cos of the long window panes and at a corner 3 beautiful and richly painted painters. This whole place could b passed off as a restruant man..even the paintings looked as if it's from an art museum. ANd there the 3 siao za bos were posing and playing with the digicam. Some pple shot us a weird look man..But it was really really fun!! Enjoyed myself alot today!
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004 . 1:03 AM
::: Punishment? :::
I zao my 8am lect today again. I was gonna b very late so i decided i might as well not go..since it's onli one lect today. Then xiaoying reminded me that i haev to submit my lab report today oso. Sux man..i still have to go to sch. Tot i could use the extra time that i have(since not gonig for lect) to mug for my CA tomoro...but it turned out that i didn't do anything..if ell asleep and woke up near 12+...by the time i went had my lunch..on my way to sch, the sky was gloomy and dark and soon after i was trapped in the rain. Yesh i rem to bring my brolly finally...but the rain was too heavy. I think God must be punish me :p My legs and 3/4 pants were so soaked! I actually took a taxi home cos the rain was really too heavy hai. ANd i did a gd deed today!! I saw this gal who was carrying lots of books and had no umbrella..i was going in the opposite direction of her..but i asked her if she would wan me to give her a shelter to the nearest blk. I think she was realy surprised. When u're trapped in a rain and ur destination is so near and yet so far..don u wish some kind soul would notice u and give u a share of their umbrealla? I always hoped that would happen (cos i 4ever don bring brolly with me haha ) and once a nice aunty offered to shelter me! So touched. Anyway i hope i made the gal's day...
So sick of mugging for t he CA tomoro..i wanna puke! ive decided to zao tomoro's 8am lect as well that's y im not sleeping ha. i've been dreaming alot of stupid funnie dreams recently..
Dream Thailand + Airasia
This was dreamt this morning..i dreamt that i was planning to go Thailand and was on my way to thailand or something..Xiaoying was also in the dream..some other gals too but i can't rem who. And we wanted to check airasia out..see if we could go since it's the peak hols season. Airasia says they have no more tix...?? And somehow we ended up fooling ard in the airport.. which is stupid..there's no plot at all..tsk
Dream indonesia
yeah i also dreamt that i was on a plane, which was abt to touch down and gliding and me sitting in there looking down at ALL the wonderful sceneries below me..and i saw a hippo!! And i told my fren ( no idea who) " Look! OH my God!! A real hippo!!!" (gosh i must b deprieved or something...) and lots of forest and mangrove forest later i saw 2 huge crocodiles fighting with each other. And my fren said something liek this " oh..wow..indonesia got so many thing to see one..i didn't know that" That was how i know we were flying over indonesia.. I've been thinking of going overseas too much and i've been watching animal planet too much. ha hippos in indonesia? My fren muist have been wrong..we must have been in AFRICA!!! And holidaying in indonesia? That's the last place i would wan to go now..
Dream USA
Ha see i told u? Ive been thinking of holidays too much! Again i was on the plane and this time the plane flew past great natural sceneries like grand canyon...And i rem thinking how come i'm in US...this is weird.
Dreams are nonsense..they don make any sense at all...I just tot it's quite stupid having so many travelling dreams so must share..hahaa! And im bored...CA has got the better of me..sians..
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Sunday, March 14, 2004 . 1:34 AM
::: Long dAY!! :::
I had a great time today...finally managed to get most of the things that i need to get. And had a long day with yicai to myself. No need to rush for anything (although actually shd be studying for CA but i'm not doing it..no movies to catch (waste of time...)no dinners to rush for..We really went SHOPPING today man. I spent over $50+ i think. Got something for Priscilla (my campus crusade bible study leader) to appreaciate her. Got a present for a fren. And went to get stuffs for my rabbit too! Got Angel a nice translucent pink eating bowl, cos the plastic container i was using as her bowl was too light and gets kicked or thrown (yesh he thinks the bowl is a frisbee...) easily by him. Got him Hay as well. Wah hay is really expensive...i just got the not so ex one. Rabbits need to eat hay occasionally...cos they gets furballs trapped in their digestive tract(like cats..but cats can cough them out..) and this could be fatal. So Angel is enjoying a rare treat of hay in my toilet now! hee.
I told my cousin that i was going to buy rabbit stuffs today and she was like aiyo seriously having a rabbit is so troublesome..Actually my rabbit is quite ok. yeah troublesome as in i have to change his wet newspapers twice a day (once in the morning and once at nite..) If i don wan to leave it and change it once a day oso can except that his legs would prob b dirtied by the pee..newspapers don absorb pee very well u see ( wat to do it's cheaper...) And i don wanna hug my rabbit if its legs stink haha. Angel is even toilet trained now...doesn't pee or poo outside his litterbox. SO its really convenient. And he's so darn cute!!!! I let it out whenever i'm at home and no it doesn't even poo or pee anywhere outside the litterbox. So it would usually lie ard somewhere in the hse or follows me ard sometimes. My heart would melt everytime Angel comes hopping towards me ( apparently have been looking for me..) and demand a sayang from me. AWW!!! SO CUTE SO CUTE!!!
k gtg sleep..promised yicai i would sleep early and now it's really "early".
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::: Nothing much fulfilled :::
Today is saturday isn't it? usually on saturdays i would be out. Not today. I stayed home to finish up my report which would b due next tues. Hey i'm actually early!! must be surprised y i finish it up so early....cos i have a stupid CA on wed lar!!! SIan. But i haven't started studying hahaha. Can't b bothered. Come on man...sch is ending soon wooohooo...yesh yesh!! hee.. I just discovered any place where photos can b uploaded @ mypicgallery.com. Can go and check it out. It's free anyway. I did went out for a short while to have an early dinner with yicai...at clementi central. Tot we could spend more time together but we didn't. He onli booked out of camp at 4+pm! Cos of some screwed up things that happened in the camp!! And it's not that i could meet him earlier too...i had to do my report too. We haven't had a nice long time together for a few weeks?hmm..just feeling abit sian abt that...i hope tomoro we could spend more time together..heck my CA...can't b bothered :))))
As u can see i've put up pics of my adorable HUGE rabbit! Finally got my lousy digicam to work..The cam can't even zoom and has got no screen for u to see the pic taken. Most of the pics i took of Angel were to bright somemore cos i put flash. Wat a pain. I wan a gd digicam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When i look at the rabbits displayed at the pet shops, i realised that i've got a huge one..my rabbit is as big as a cat .. or a small dog? yeah...so huge. And i heard from Andrea that her rabbit grew even bigger!!!! my goodness...!! Anyway...that's all folks..nothing else to say abt my pathetic lifeless life... :p gonna do QT now
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Saturday, March 13, 2004 . 1:15 AM
::: Thoughts.. :::
Yesh i haven't been updating my blog. Been quite sian lar haha. Sometimes i feel as if i'm not very popular with pple..or i'm not an easy person to be with? Some pple see me and they give me a half-hearted, half-avoiding smile..and gradually they don even wanna catch my eye n no smiling n no hi no bye anymore. I don even knwo if i shd say bye to them when i'm stuck in a situation where i have to!! Are they intimidated by my super dao look or wat? Or we just can't click man?? But these pple seem to all click pretty well with andrea? I mean it's not difficult to know y. Andrea is such an sweet gal. I know i'm not that sweet lar hahaa...anyway just wondering y do i have such effects on pple..hmm...jialat... Im born with a super sour face. My mom can't even stand my face sometimes. She said my face seems to shout out to everyone that they owe me something. Even my neighbors came and tell me my mom to tell me pls smile more!! can u believe it?! Y shd i smile cos they asked me to?!!! crazy. I need extra extra extra effort to smile sometimes u know. I can't help it that my face is born that sour looking. Chek.
On thurs, xiaoying and i went on a shopping spree. haha. She wanted to get a shirt for her bro's bday..so we went looking then after that it was pretty much me shopping..bought a top from blood brothers. Hsiaolin told me got super sale and i went n see lar. 50 to 70% off regular price but some stuffs i stil can't afford one lar. I managed to get a skirt for like $14 onli at another store 50% off too! Wanted to shop more but was pretty tired lar...And i think i shd stop shopping aldy..cos no $ liao haha. BTW dear cousin if u ever see this: me and yicai aldy planning to go bangkok ( and mayb a beach resort in thailand after bangkok) in june..during his block leave. He's getting pple, like baZee?aiyah ur poly mate lar. and mayb some other army frens of his. I know u oso was planning to go thailand rite..u see if u wanna join us? Can khal take some leave??
okok had a long day today. Actually not that long for me cos i didn't go for 8am lect. I woke up at 9.30am haah overslept big time but nope i'm not feeling guilty AT ALL!!!! SLACker!!! ANd had 6 hrs pract from 12 to 6pm. Hai sian lar.
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004 . 12:37 AM
::: A surprise :::
I didn't get to meet yicai tonite. Haven't seen him since sun SObs..He had to go teach tuition after work today so by the time he came back it's aldy 11+ and he was too tired to meet up and we onli chatted 10 mins on the phone. Kinda miss him. Tomoro he has tuition too..so that means we would have v little time to meet up or don get to again.
Anyway i was entertaining myself cos i'm so bored. I installed the new msn and it's pretty cool..could put up ur own pic quite fun looking at others pic. And i tok to my guy fren. And he started asking weird questions like would he ever have a chance to chase me... I think abt 1 and a half yr ago he asked the same Questions and after being rejected by me, i tot he had recovered and decided to b frens with me. Everything was fine till now. And no i haven't been seeing him ard this sem. I don deny i feel alittle flattered but mostly i was stunned. felt abit cheated too?...i sincerely 4gotten abt wat happpened and tot we could b frens..turned out he never really gave up. I hope this time he would. I feel quite sad seeing him so heartbroken...but he seemed to b taking it quite well too..hai..feels horrible rejecting pple...
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Monday, March 08, 2004 . 1:15 AM
::: BAD BORING DAY :::
ok lar..1st of all my day wasn't that bad. It was just that the moment i woke up and checked my hp, i recieved a mesg from yicai saying that he was suddenly informed that he has to go back to camp to do his duty ( that means he has to stay in camp the whole damn day and nite and then work on mon n i'll onli see him when he's off work tomroo ) And i mesg him back and he told me he's aldy made his way back to camp liao. It's so sian lor. He tot he had a long weekend...but in the end some idiot arranged his duty to b on today last min and yicai didn't even know! And i tot we could go out today cos the other 2 days weren't spent that well. Hai poor us... Totally spoil the day man.
But as the day progresses and i was busy rushing my lab report for tomoro, i tot it was pretty gd that i have some time for myself. Helped my mom alittle in some insignificant hseworks...since the day we quarelled she has stopped asking me to do alot of stuffs and asked my bro to do it instead. Cos apparently that day, my bro told me in MY face that i could leave everything to him ok..he would do it. Ok so if he wanna do it then go ahead..i can't b bothered anymore. And then mayb he would realise that there are SO MANY things to settle actually but he didn't realise it back then ( cos i was the one doing every single shit there are to b done..) Basically nothing much had happened in the day. My mom has accepted the rabbit now. She even suggested some stuffs..like giving me ideas of how to block some areas from the rabbit, like behind the tv? My rabbit loves to run into there n start biting the wires. In fact she has bit some wires of my tv quite badly...i'm so scared my mom would find out :( BTW the rabbit bit a part off my new sofa too weeks ago..and i was so damn scared my mom would find out n slaughter the both of us! Gez wat....she found out a few days ago. But surprisely she just complained alittle and that's all??? wow... amazing man. I appreciate her being so nice these days lar. Now since i've got nothing much better to do ..i would do the survey below..................u can skip reading it if u wan to :p
> 01. Your Name? Lynn Kho Jia Yann
> 02. Does your name has a meaning? Jia Yann?? ha..i rather not tell u..it's so embarrassing..
> 03. Where are you now? home lar
> 04. Fave color? black, pink, purple
> 05. Fave food? Italian, jap..and chinese...
> 06. Fave drink? Heaven and earth green tea
> 07. Fave snack? Mentos sweets.. to brighten up the boring lectures we have to endure
> 08. Fave musician? donoe.
> 09. Fave song? It changes all the time
> 10. Fave sport? I hate working out..but swimming is something that i do most often
> 11. Fave subject? HAHAHAHA erm life sciences?
> 12. Coke or Pepsi? I don like gassy drinks..soriee...green tea better
> 13. Red meat or white meat? VEggies ha
> 14. Pizza or Donuts? Pizza!!
> 15. Laptop or Desktop? ANything as long as it's gd..
> 16. Movies or Computers? Wat has these 2 have in common?? movies...
> 17. Shakespeare or Harry Potter? Harry Potter but i don mind shakespeare
> 18. Cold Weather or Hot Weather? COLD...
> 19. Contacts or Glasses? Contacts
> 20. Are u a huggy person? NOt really..someone has to come and hug me 1st b4 i would hug that person back..
> 21. Would u consider urself as a negative or
> positive thinker? NEgative..but can b quite optimistic very fast
> 22. Do u like cartoons? yap..animes..
> 23. R u planning on learning something soon? I wish i could go learn some dances...but i don have cash..and no partner
> 24. If you look out of the closest window 2 u, wad would u want to see? A wide open green land which stretches to the beach and endless sea and a beautiful sunset meeting the sea at the horizon...wah..heaven...
> 25. R u wearing short pants or long pants right
now? pants...i'm preparing to sleep
> 26. ever been on stage? Yeah..
> 27. Most embarassing fact? I donoe...?? Like my short term memories?
> 28. What's ur dream car? A merc or a minicooper :) Minicooper minicooper minicooper!!
> 29. Childhood hero? My tcher?
> 30. Ever watched a concert? I think so...some christian concert. I won't spend money on idols pls..wasting my time..just play their damn cds..
> 31. Phone or Online?Depends on who i'm talking to..
> 32. Believe in Santa? Nope
> 33. Would u rather be Rich or Smart? Smart...and wise if i can b.
> 34. Allergic to anything? no...
> 35. Fave day of the week? Any slack day is my fav day
> 36. Do u have any enemies? No..is my mom considered my enemy?hahah kidding lar.. I don hate pple..i don bear grudges for long either
> 37. Do u have boyfriend/girlfriend? Yesh..yicai lar.
> 38. In crush with someone? no...
> 39. Do u believe in love in 1st sight? Err...nope..love at 1st sight sounds too fake
> 40. Any friends outside your origin country?
Original country? Then i have lots isnt it?
> 41. Ur greatest fear? To go thru financial difficulties...if u all donoe ...my family has been thru it once and now i am in it again..so when i have the ability to work etc i would never wan to go thru it again
> 42. Believe in Adam & Eve? yesh
> 43. The last thing u cried over? Just let it past...bygones be bygones
> 44. How old do u wanna be when u get married? errr i once tot it would b 25..i wan it to b 28 now...
> 45. Where do u wanna spend ur honeymoon? Lots of places...Italy?
> 46. Do u wanna have kids? Yeah...I wanna have a daughter :)
> 47. What do u want ur wedding color 2 be? I never think abt that yet
> 48. Pro-Abortion? nope
> 49. Do u mind gay people? nope..i'm quite open. But i still believe it is wrong.
> 50. Do u sing in the shower? Sometimes..
> 51. Best stuff you've eaten in the last 2 weeks? Pasta mania
> 52. Digital or Manual Camera? I WIsh I wish I wish for a digital cam!!! Now u all know wat to get for me for my 22nd bday??!!
> 53. Movie that makes u cry? Erm a few but ican't rem now. I can get really emotional
> 54. Last movie u watch? Time line
> 55. Last Childish Movie u watch? NEMO?? haha so cute!
> 56. Movies you've watched the most? That must b lord of the rings..won't get sick of it
> 57. Fave movie? Lord of the rings :p Matrix..finding nemo..anna and the kind
> 58. Visual Art or Music? Fine with both
> 59. Weirdest stuff u've ever eaten? I stick to normal stuffs haha
> 60. Do you have pets? HA..5 hamsters 1 rabbit and 2 fishes?
> 61. Who cleans your room? I don clean it and my mom thinks my room gives her headaches whenever she stepped in.
> 62. Most useful software ever invented? Handphones and pc
> 63. Ever met an inventor? Don think so?
> 64. Believe in zodiac (any kinds)? Nope
> 65. Zeus (Hercules's Dad)? No lar of cos..that birdbrain
> 66. Xmas or Xin Cia? Wat's xin cia??? xmas lar of cos..
> 67. Ever met a president? Don think so..and i don wan to
> 68. Ever met someone in the government? Shd have lor...
> 69. Natural/ Artificial? Depends...but natural is the best..but if u're talking abt artificial lab made diamonds.. that's a diff story haha
> 70. CD/USB mass storage? cd
> 71. How much is the RAM capacity of the comp ur
using right now? sixty something? i'm an idiot with pc stuffs k.....
> 72. Do u know how to change the oil of a car? Wat car man...i don have a car!
> 73. Are you a shy-kind of person? Yesh haha
> 74. Fave animal? Many....
> 75. Fave Plant? Roses and sunflowers
> 76. Would u consider urself 2 be a techno-nerd
or shopaholic-funky person? None..
> 77. Starbucks or CoffeeBean&TeaLeaves? Starbucks
> 78. Ice cream or Sherbet? ice cream :)
> 79. Fixing Electronics or Cooking?EEE goodness...
> 80. BSB or *N sync? NONE
> 81. Christina or Britney? britney
> 82. Fave season? It's summer all yr round man...
> 83. Do u write songs/poems? NOOOO
> 84. Do u believe in the belief that '8' is lucky? No..
> 85.Disney or Warner Bros.? I watch both
> 86. What do u think of World War I? Erm..i don like modern war fare sorie
> 87. Are u a neat freak? No..judging from how i manage my hse? do u think i'm neat at all?
> 88. The dryest joke u ever heard? Too many...
> 89. Do u dance? Sometimes
> 90. Ever do slow-dance with an opposite sex? Bf...
> 92. McDonalds or KFC? Mcdonalds.. i'm loving it...
> 93. Orange Juice or Apple Juice? Both are nice
> 94. Do u prefer skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk?
Anything lar..
> 95. When is ur birthday?? HOOOO 15 nov!!!!!! still long..
> 96. who u think will be the 1st to respond to
this? Noone cos it's not an email..
> 97. Who do u think wont answer although u really
want them to? I won't mind if u all do this survey and put it up ur blog or send me via emails haha
> 98. When was ur last holiday??? hmm..dec..kuching
> 99. When is your last wonderful romantic date? :)
> 100. Do you have a happy family at home? Hahaah i don think i can ans that Q now..
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Saturday, March 06, 2004 . 11:05 AM
::: Yicai's Bday :::
Yesterday was Yicai's bday :) But we didnt' get to do much. He got a bday off from camp so he didnt' need to go camp that day. But he was so tired from waking up so early everyday that he slept almost the whole day away ( ANd he still could tell me he's still tired..piang..) I went to sch at 8am and had bible study later on till 12+. Went home and was so tired but couldn't fall asleep!! HAI!! Rem how i said that not being able to sleep is prob the worst thing in the world.. SO drag here and there we onli went out at 5pm...HE wanted so much to watch a movie but everywhere is almost fully booked. It's so irritating! Everytime we wanna watch a movie it's always like that. I think everyone is booking tickets from AXN machine rite? How else can u explain the tickets all selling out 3-4 hrs b4 the shows??WE couldn't get tickets in the end so we decided to go have a nice dinner instead. Ha everywhere was crowded with pple. Abit sian lor... Imean it's not even the weekends, everywhere was still packed. I think there are really no places to go in s'pore that's y everyone is crowding in town. In the end we settled for pizza mania at PS lar..cos cafe cartel was very very very crowded tsk. Not bad lar the food ..but abit ex for such small porportions. After that we went istana park to sit ard and talk cos we had nowhere else to go...and no movies to watch. And went home soon after liao. Both of us were tired. It's quite ok lar..at least he's happy with the dinner and spending time with me. BTW frens ..we are 22 this yr leh.. wah can u believe that!!! I just had my 21st bday and i'm supposed to b 22 this yr?!!!!
SOmetimes, I really wonder how working couples could find the time and energy to date. I mean after a long day of work both parties still have to make an extra effort to meet up...and both of them would b tired. ANd somemore the time they can spend together is so little (must include travelling time...) I really wonder...how they could date in such situations. Mayb i would find out that in a few mths time lor. I would really die man.
On Thursday, jennifer, xiaoying and i made the extra effort to go down to suntec for the career fair. HA! It was such a wasted trip man. There was NOTHING related to life sciences. And half of the fair were for oversea education etc. SIan ah..Stupid fair..the NUS one was better than this man.
Quiet Time
"Whom do i have in heaven but you? And the earth has nothing i desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever" @ psalm 73:25-26
Just a verse to share with all of u that touched me when i was feeling really down. Sometimes i feel as if my heart is too tired to bother abt anything anymore...and that day i really felt like that. And i came upon this verses. My flesh and my heart may fail me...i gez all of us have had this kind of experience b4. There are so many things in this world that we cannot control eve though we wished real hard that we could. If we try too hard to try to control everything the way we want it to b, we would feel frustrated one day.. But God would be my strength. " I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" @ Philippians 3 something says. Yap..that verse really comforts me alot. When i think i can no longer walk on...i know that God's strength could get me thru.
ANyway...
Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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hee :)
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004 . 11:55 PM
::: A Really Tiring Day :::
Goodness..soooo tired today! But i'm pretty proud of myself for still going for lectures when i could have gone rite back to sleep hee. And it was a long day. From 8 to 5pm...and today's tutorial was SUPER BORING!! I could barely keep my eyes open cos i was really so tired!!
On tuesday after sch and lunch, qingli and i went down to orchard. Qingli went to see the sch's doctor abt her leg problem and the doctor sent her to Tanglin shopping centre to get an Xray done. I went with her so that she could accompany me for shopping after that too. I was searching for a wallet for yicai for his bday this fri :).. I know wat brand i wanted to buy but i needed to check out the prices and the designs, whether it is suitable for him. Took us the whole noon to pick one wallet for him, being indecisive and distracted by many other stuffs ard. In the end i managed to get him this black Braun Baffel's leather wallet from Taka department store. I was hoping that he better love it cos it cost me ard $90 man. I didn't wait till friday to give him his present. I gave it to him on that nite haha. I was dying to know if he likes it. AND fortunately HE loves the wallet alot!! But then we arent' that sure if the wallet would b durable...mayb it just looks gd but can't last?? Nvm lar, i'm very happy aldy as long as he loves the wallet i chose for him.
I've also discovered that my rabbit's foot got another round sore spot. It just appeared out of nowhere today. I know it wasn't there yesterday..it looked pretty inflammed in the evening lor..but now it looks as if it's dried up n stuffs. So i went to surf for information on wat kind of illness or disease this is ...it's called sore hocks. Qutie common for rabbits kept in wired cage. Basically it's like the rabbit's foot rubbed agaisnt' the wired surface or hard surface too much and then it got a sore lor...it might be infected if it's serious. I donoe abt mine...i'm not too sure how to prevent it or treat it either. I'm just trying to make sure that the toilet floor and litterbox is clean lar. Mayb i would bandage up his foot later so that it won't get worse.. If the condition does not improve after a few days, i would bring it to a vet and expect the bill to b a bomb. That's y i'm abit worried abt going to the vet...hai and then if my mom knows abt the vet she would most likely b discouraging again and mayb ask me to not keep the rabbit since it's so troublesome. Yeah i think keeping him is abit mafan too. But it's so CUTE!!!! Esp now that it trusts me so much, he would even come to me himself, pop rite down beside me and then let me stroke him leh. Aiyo so loving!!! How can i bear to give him away??
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Monday, March 01, 2004 . 1:07 AM
::: The WAR ZONE :::
Wat do u call a situation whereby 3 pple are shouting at each there in anger?? War zone. That was wat it was like at home an hr ago. My anger with my mom? It finally exploded today....actually it was her who exploded cos she tot i was being very disrespectful to her with the way i tok to her. ANd from there, we were shouting ...crying ..shouting...and then my bro the smart ass came and b irritating and he thinks he's helping us ... well he didn't help much lor..more like he gave mi more probs.. basically 2 of them were agasint me. U have no idea how that felt. It really makes me wonder y are they all agasint me..am i normal? This outbreak was needed cos i've been hiding in me the anger and hurt i felt from my mom. It's gd we trashed it out. I meant it...we really THRASHED it out. I've never seen my mom so angry b4..neither have i seen myself so angry with my family b4. The war went on for 3 hrs +.. by the end of it i felt like i would faint anytime..cos i haven't had dinner and it ended at 11+. I think everyone was hurt. But like i said, the war was very much needed. Now i know how much they don like me. How irritating i am to them as well. Always such a hard thing to accept when i realise that i'm so disgusting to pple...i felt really hurt by somethings that they said to me. Hai. NOw how i really wish i could run away from home. I don really want to see them or talk to them.
Hai..talk abt happeier stuffs. I went to JP yesterday,wanting to get a cage for rabbit. Found this cage that cost $39 (usu 100+) but it's huge. Its worth the money but i have no place for such a big cage. ANd we tot that caging the rabbit up wuold b quite cruel to it. So we decided to get a litterbox for it. Litterbox? It's a plastic container-like thing that u could train ur pets to pee n urine in it instead of elsewhere. Inside the box u could put err u know..stuffs that can absorb the pee and the stinky smell. Check out at the pet shops lar. But usually u toilet train dogs..mostly cats in little box. Never heard of doing it to the rabbits until i was surfing for information on rabbits online. AS long as it's grooming rabbits, the use of litterbox would b mentioned. U don actually toilet train the rabbit like cats and dogs. U just put the litterbox at places where u know ur rabbits like to pee at and slowly and patiently using treats n stuffs to get the idea across to the rabbit. SO i'm trying to that now lar...Got it a litterbox aldy. Ive even tot of a name for the rabbit? Angel. How abt that? haha. so common.... or does little devil sound better??He can b qutie a devil haah.
Yicai and i went to JP together mah. B4 we went to get the litterbox, we went for a movie 1st. We caught "timeline". It's the sneak preview i tink. I like the movie...though i don think it's very great. The movie is adapted from a storybk, which i heard was quite gd. But sadly and expectedly, the movie isn't close to being as great as the bk. But still..it's quite innovative plot. The story is abt a grp of archaeologists, a prof...his son...the son's love,kate and this other guy called marek and this grp of pple from a scientific research insitute called ITC. SOmehow the prof got sent back in time to 1357 france by the ITC pple. From the movie, 1357 is the yr that the english and french were fighting their 100yr war ..and basically a very chaotic period. The story went on to that ITC had accidentally discovered that the technology they developed could bring 3D objects back in time and it's by using the same principles of a fax machine. Fax machine pass messages by breaking letters down into electrons and sending it isn't it? SO likewise they somehow break the humans into electrons and send them back in time to 1357 and then reasemble the electrons into humans to get them back. The archaeologists have to go back to 1357 to bring the prof back to modern times...so they went..and along the way many of them got killed ( i mean how much chances do u think they have agasin't armed and trained knights?) From wat i remember..the whole movie..the pple were just runnign from places to places...it's quite interesting though if u like warfare and medieval times. The history part of the movie attracted me the most..even though the science and machine part is quite fascinating too. Anyway i think shd go read the bk...heard from yicai that it's got much more details into everything. The auther obtains a phd for something everytime he writes a bk..for this bk he went to get a phd in quantum phsyics and medieval history i think. MIchael Crichton is the author but beware the movie has changed the original plot of the bk. http://www.timelinemovie.com/home.html?c=&pg=0
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