Saturday, January 31, 2004 . 10:25 PM
What attracts people to you?
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::: Erm i think i'm pretty boring...sorrie guys..i'm so bored..that's y all the quizzes:::
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What kind of thinker are you:
I am a Interpersonal thinker:
Like to think about other people, and try to understand them
Recognise differences between individuals and appreciate that different people have different perspectives
Make an effort to cultivate effective relationships with family, friends and colleagues
Like interpersonal thinkers, Leonardo had lots of friends and contacts, and was a popular figure at the Italian court. Other Interpersonal thinkers include
Winston Churchill, Mother Teresa, William Shakespeare
Careers which suit Interpersonal thinkers include
Politician, Psychologist, Nurse, Counsellor, Teacher
http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/leonardo/thinker_quiz/
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::: Wat the hell is wrong with pple...:::
My bro dissappeared for a nite and just came back and started demanding me not to send my anime files to my fren cos it's slowing down the damn connection too much for him. He asked me to do it at nite..no actually he demanded me to ??????????????????? Am i missing something out here???? AM i the retarded and idiotic one????????? ??????????????????
Juz cos i made his connection slow down he demanded me to do it over the nite? My fren went off aldy, leaving his connection on so i could send the files while he's not home. So i shd cut off the connection now? BCOS SOMEONE DEMANDED ME TO. I really don get it? U come n start demanding i do something for ur sake and u still don wan to ask me nicely? How can pple just come and demand things just like that?! Its not as if he got something urgent to do?! ONli he can't play games cos it's too bloody slow....some pple can just come n try command u to do tings for them bcos they think i ought to....wat right has he got? :(
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::: SICK OF EVERYTHING :::
I'm sick of complaining abt sch aldy. So i'm gonna use the most NEUTRAL tone of mine to describe wat happened to me yesterday- my long long day in sch.
My sch started from 8 to 6+pm...8 to 10am was lecture and 12 to 6pm was lab. Yesh 6 hrs of labs. So interesting. Well the lab session was really quite interesting..or gross if u know wat we did. It was an immunology lab...immunology..u know? Ur immunity? B cells? T cells?? The white blood cells lar basically. I'm just giving u all some brief idea of wat is this module abt..( actually i too have not much clue wat's happening...but that's another story) We dissected a mouse. Yap our hands were stained with blood!!! Haha their hands were stained not mine. My group mate did the err cutting. We were supposed to send the mouse to death by using CO2..but thankfully the teaching assistants all did the killings for us b4 the lab and we onli recieved the dead mouse ( v young mice) to dissect. We were supposed to extract the spleen and thymus for experiment. No idea wat are those?? Organs lar... see? shd have gone to body worlds exhibition rite? haha.. Spleen produces B cells while thymus which is located above the heart produces T-cells. They r very impt in protecting us against diseases. At first i was really grossed out. The mouse looks so much like my hammies! And when they expose the organs..euuug...sick. But after a while u no longer see the mouse as a living thing or once a living thing anymore..in order to get the thymus, which is sitting above the heart? We had to cut the ribs of the mouse...eee But the ribs looked pretty fragile actually.. Anyway, we were just "playing" ard the with the organs, it's interesting wat. After all we r life sciences students, it's so interesting to check out the organs...and it's fresh...not preserved in the anatomy lab. We found the fallopian tube of the mouse and it looks so much like a human's one. And it's womb too. Have i freak all of u up?? Sorrie frens :) I shall stop here..hee. Anyway the lab lasted for 6 hrs lar..i can't imagine how i went thru that..I almost fell asleep during the lab cos i was THAT tired.
I met my ex jc classmate Eric. Woah..to think i tok to him more than i ever tok to him while in jc for that 2 yrs. His complexion has changed so much...became so much better. He used to give me an impression that he's very dao and has some attitude prob..but chatting with him again changed my impression of him totally...suddenly he has become so chatty.
Anyway this whole week had been pretty tiring for me cos there were alot of long days. So sorry deying..i didn't even check my mail if not i would have emailed u back. I think u're out now anyway so email u oso no pt..tok over the phone lar.. :)
"To the world you may be just one person,
but to one person you may be the world."
~ Unknown ~
(Quote taken from Qingli's blog..i like it alot.)
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004 . 11:40 PM
::: Stupid day :::
I think my title for each day is getting more and more sad. Basically it was a sad day today. ha.. I donoe if i'm being difficult? or i'm being fussy with things? But i can't stand the way how we are treated in sch....actually oso no big deal except the lecturers of my physiology module decided to "make praticals interesting" by having practs every week, each time 1 and a half hr. No big deal rite? But i took this module cos i tot there are only 3 practicals ( but longer duration lar..) And tat's not it? They splitted us up into grps and i happened to b in grp C and my pract would start at 3.30pm. And i have sch from 8am to 12pm and then i have to stone till 3.30pm every week?? I rather have 3 long practs .... wah lau. And u know wat are the practicals abt?? EXCERCISE. Every week we would go to the lab..they would make us run up the 6 storey builing once and take our cardiovascular, respiratory readings etc...stupid? yesh very! They splitted us according to whether we wanna excercise or not. The grps are as followed: Those who excercises 3 times a week, 2 times a week, once a week and those who doesnt wan to excercise. Gez which one did i go??? HA!!! NO excercise lar!!! So i'm in the CONTROL...we act as controls for the rest of the pple. So lazy..and the lecturers were going ard us ( lazy ple who doesn't wanna excercise) and trying to convince us to go to the other grps cos too many pple in control aldy...haha i die oso stick to where i was. The aim of all this practs is to see how ur body as in the heart , respiration etc gets better as u excercise more consistently etc...haha!!! so let them excercise lor..i shall b a gd control for the others.
Hai i nearly died today in lecture from 8 to 12. I couldn't keep myself awake.. my eyes were so tired. And i was having menstrual cramps. I felt like i would rather die whenever i tot about the long day ahead ( with the stupid pract at 3.30 somemore..) I really really just wanted to go home and lie on my bed and not move at all! but today's pract is not exactly a pract..it's just to arrange us into grps and brought us to the anatomy musuem. After having been to the body worlds exhibition..all these preserved body parts in sch is just downright boring lor. I mean if u have seen everything in its original colors and it's clean and everything..y would u think these preserved body parts ( pale in color...) in liquid and looks like it's shrinking, b any interesting...they shd sponsor us for the body world exhibition...haha...i'm getting fussy again. But really thank God. I had to go for bible study during my 3 hrs break..and i bought lunch while bible studying..I was planning to have my lunch then pop my panadol extra to ease the pain but somehow the pain was gone after my lunch. I was almost feeling normal...and this was the FIRST time i didn't suffer much pain everytime it comes. Hai y must gals have this kind of rubbish... anyway i'm super thankful to God.
Came home and slept thru the evening...i was so tired. Now ican't sleep at all...but it doesn't matter lar..tomoro no sch wooooohhooo.
But i think fri's 6 hrs pract we have to dissect a mouse? EEK!!
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004 . 11:55 PM
::: Tired...:::
Back to school..very sian. There was a 4 hrs break b4 a tutorial so i had to go home and nap abit..didn't even nap much. But i'm pretty lucky that my hse is near sch if not i have to wait in sch or zao the tutorial like jennifer. I don think she cares anyway haha. I don really feel like going either but i didn't want to make xiaoying go alone and help us copy or something so i told her if she could get a car from home then can she fetch me and i go with her lar..Actually hee one part of me really hoped she didn't get the car haha..then can slack at home. Aaaa...but she managed to get a car aiyah. haha..So she fetched me to sch lor. And it was pouring like mad out there. Very sian that we're out and it's raining heavily. After tutorial we decided to go Holland v cos if we don do it today, she might not get the car tomoro. But it was still raining when the tut ended. In the end we just went lar...she wanted to get her maid a present cos she's going back to phillippines and not coming back anymore. I wanted to go to the beads shop to get some beads stuffs and look ard for doris's very belated present. In the end we got a jewellery box that is very chinese-looking..with embroidery n stuffs..she got the red one while i got the yellow one. I think Doris would like it..she loves all those chinese chinese stuffs.
That's all for today...really sian abt tomoro. SIAN!!!!!!!!!
Anyway i checked my sch's email and there was a notice for body art competition. I found that quite cool. Body art leh!! Go check it out lar...nudity is discouraged and would b disqualified (duh..) But i think this is really cool...quite a huge step towards arts and creativity isn't it??
Monday, January 26, 2004 . 5:42 PM
::: Last day of My hols:::
Haha ok i had holidays since thursday( since wed is onli half day not counted) And today is my free day. So i have had total of 5 days off!!!!! No wonder i feel so damn shoick! (Those who unfortunately have sch or work today don hamtam me pls..)hee.
I'm writing today's blog early cos i have nothing to do...I currently have 2 lab reports to write, one to hand up next week, the other to hand up 2 weeks later. I can't b bothered although i have so much time to get it done over this cny. Deying said i shd get it done when i have the time so that i can spend the rest of the time i have with yicai... but i just can't get myself to start on the lab reports!!!!!
And i had an arguement with my mom today. I think i'm getting difficult for pple to handle or something...always argueing... I didn't start it. I just simply told my mom that she shdn't chat on the phone outside my room cos the door is not thick and i can hear every single word she's saying and i can't sleep. She thinks i'm being selfish lar... and blah blah blah. In the end prob resolved...with some crying and shouting here and there. I think my mom's emotional state has gotten better. I was afraid that my family's plight had made her emotionally unstable, constantly depressed and stuffs...seems like today she was telling me some stuffs abt how the future would b better and God would bless them..u know optimistic stuffs? And i felt pretty relief ( although i was still quite angry with her being unreasonable ov the chatting outide my room thing...) Anyway that's a gd news lar.
And my mom told me she might b going to KL with her cousin for a few days in mid Feb..asked if i would wanna go along....I don mind ah.. but i wanna bring more pple haha it wouldn't b fun going with adults...i speak like as if i'm not an adult aldy..eeek
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Sunday, January 25, 2004 . 11:55 AM
::: I bring great tidings:::
Yicai and i finally sat down( over the phone lar..) and talked things out today. Yeah things are back to normal... I think after this major ordeal, we are pretty determined to properly work things out from now on..Don wanna let things b like this anymore in the future. SO don worry abt us aldy k frens? :) I also wanna thank all my frens who had shown concern, lent me their ears when i wanna bitch abt things, kept me company and comforted me when i need it hee. Thanks gals..ur the greatest!
I met up with Sabrina and Julian for dinner today. It's a farewell dinner for sabrina as she would b flying to Melbourne to finish her course there for a yr. Great catching up with them except that i'm really tired. I didn't tell u all abt my sleeping prob rite? Hai!!! I think one of the biggest pain in the world is NOT ABLE TO SLEEP, esp when u need sleep the most! I have been waking up at 8 or 9 am recently and i can't really sleep cos my mind is over active...it keeps running wild and half the time when i think i'm sleeping, i'm not... and everything on my bed makes me uncomfy! The pillow doesn't feel rite..the bolster is too flat...the bed is soft...i was so fed up!! I told my mom that it's really time to get me a new mattress lar..this one cannot make it aldy lar..i'm aldy having neck strains and headaches and watever..everything lar..man..feels like dying..
Oh i think my hamster YY is so cute!?! (that's the mother hamster btw) I brought her out of the cage yesterday and let it run ard my sofa n myself while watching the tv. And i think she felt cold or someting...i was cupping her with both my hands and usually all hamsters would try to dig themselves out of this kind of situation ...but YY didnt?!! It just continued to stay inside my cupped hands and made herself comfortable. I'm serious! ANd she proceed to sleep for more than 30 mins...i think she finds it so warm that's y...awwwwww....i love YY!!!!!!!!!!! erm u don think that's v cute or significant...err then obviously that's cos u donoe the nature and characteristics of hamsters hee...nvm then lor...cute lar..get it?? haha
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:: Raining days...::
Me to my bro : " can u help wash the dishes for me?"
bro: " why"
me: " bcos i'm not feeling well"
bro: " u not feeling well? then me leh?i'm oso sick k..."
me: " OK!" (stupid idiot!)
Wah lau eh? Wat does he think he is? Ask him to wash some dishes would kill him issit? And he's still playing his pc games when he's sick? Wat's the damn logic behind his ans???
I'm feeling like shit now. Having my headaches again and its soooo painful!!! I'm so full that i could puke anytime now. Deying lar.. went out with her today and she ate like a pig. That gal can't stop eating n eating!!! So i ended up stuffed and unable to eat my dinner. But by 9+ pm i felt like i'm having gastric pain or something...and my headaches were killing me and i tot oh i must b very hungry to have gastric pain ( although i don really feel so) so i went to ate. And i didn't eat alot. Just tried to finish the food my family didn't finish ( and a small plate of rice that would have looked pathetic to me on any other normal day....y? cos my bro ate most of the rice aldy....see? y are guys just so plain selfish?!!!!!!!!??!!) when i finished the dinner, the pain was gone..but i feel like puking now!!! I'm so bloated. My goodness...this day never gets any better...at least my headache is getting better after i bathed.. But still...i can't stand up and wash the dishes, i feel like puking. So who is gonna wash the dishes?? My mom wash tomoro lor.... does my bro care abt that? No..he wanna play his game and act very sick. I'll bloody hell wash the dishes later if i'm feeling better and complain to my mom tomoro abt his evil doings. I HATE being taken for granted ... wat am i? Does my face has the perpectual " i shd wash the dishes" face???! Only my mom and i have the "honour" to wash dishes in this family? Doesn't he feel alittle ashameful when he just put his plate ( and also always didn't bother empyting the rubbish on this plate)on the sink after his meal?? DOesn't he think his actions are implying that " we SHOULD wash the plate for him?!!!" Great... i'm so irritated with such pple...
I shd go lie on my bed and sulk :( and let my stomach digest the food.
I went out with deying today like i mentioned. Raining the whole day..gets alittle annoying..my jeans get wet, having to open and close the umbrella? Worse i had to fold the umbrella. I can't fold umbrellas!!! neither could deying. I was at borders, trying to fold the umbrella so i could put into the long plastic they provided for umbrella. I fiddled with the umbrella like for 5 over mins while the security guard watched me doing it...hai sian. Shopped ard orch for a while...ate and decided to go HV...cos we wanted to just hang ard drinking kopi etc and chitchat...and deying was thinking if the rain stops, she might wanna go swimming at bbuona vista swimming pool. It was raining the whole day lar..she didn't get to swim anyway. We went to swensen ...ate some chocolate icecream thingie..had tea..chitchated and decided to leave...and gez wat? she went to buy french fries from burger king once we got out of swensen. Like i said..she eats like a pig. I'm so stuffed...
I don wanna complain anymore..feel like migraines are building up again....i'm going to stone in bed now......................tatas
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Saturday, January 24, 2004 . 12:58 AM
:: Day at home::
Yeah i spent my day at home,watching the tv the whole day. Having a splitting headache now after playing vice city on ps2..i always get headaches after playing the game hai. I watched Anna and the king on channel 8( y is it on chan 8?) in the evening..it's so nice!! This must b like the 3rd or 4th time i watched the movie! SO romantic!! and Chow yun fat is soooooo charming *swoon* awwww...his eyes could charm any person to death...goodnes..
I feel so lethargic the whole day that i didn't accomplish anything much. In fact after blogging i think i shall just pop onto my bed, do my quiet time and sleep. So early.
I just added some catty photos on top for some change! Aren't they CUTEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! I know most of my frens arent cat lovers...arr too bad..they r so cute!!!!! I dug the photos out from my pc, they were all given to me by a fren that i haven't been contacted for like a yr. Mayb next time i would put doggy photos hee.. or hamster photos!!! :D If u can't see the photos now? then wait for a day or so..it would pop out..k? hee.
ANyway really very bored..ive got nothing to do..gonna go sleep now!
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hai..this is such a bad time to do this kind of quiz..
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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NOt too accurate either..
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Friday, January 23, 2004 . 1:48 AM
:: 1st day of new yr..sad and boring::
1st of all the most painful thing today was yicai and i had a quarrel last nite till this morning and he has requested for seperation to go think abt some stuffs...my pt here is that i would b so damn free while he does his watever thinkings...and like he said, i shd make use of my time properly..i did try. Today was spent at my cousin's place bai nian. And actually we practically did nothing...talking, me complaining abt my quarrel with yicai, did manicures for one another (and that took like half the afternoon!) and had dinner and then we decided y don we go club at Lola today? it's thurs and its ladies nite. And i don have to meet yicai (duh) and i was supposed to spend my free time fruitfully isn't it? So as a usual anti-clubber, i decided to club today. If not i'm not gonna be able to stop myself from thinking of someone...
My cousin got ready, all dressed up and stuff and her mom sent my family home and she came to my place to wait for me to dress up and help me with the makeup and stuffs. The result was very gd..everyting was so nice.. we took the mrt down to raffles place...went to Lola (fullerton one)and gez wat? It's not free entry today cos it's a public hols!!! we wanted to try double O then...didn't know how to get there..hailed a cab..got there..wasted $$ ..double O wasn't free as well....so we were hungry and we walked to nearby kopitiams and it's new yr!!! The shops aren't open!!! Thankfully there is a seven-11...got sandwiches and a drink and we headed home in a cab of cos. Dropped her at her place 1st b4 going to mine. And had a gd chat with the taxi uncle. He was like asking me how come we are going back home when the nite is still young...and all my complaints just came out...and he started telling me double O he heard is the cheapest ard...(the uncle knows his stuffs siah) And some other clubbing stuffs that me, an anti-clubber would not know....and he said s'pore's clubbing has no kick at all man...and told me abt southern thailand when he went it was like waoh super gd n stuffs...and i was like thinking isn't there alot of transexuals?I can't help but thinking if he frequents the ladies there...u know wat i mean...ay..and he mentioned he went for a drink b4 he picked us up...drink?? Drink can drive meh?? Anyway i'm safe and sound and relaly glad my hair and clothes didn't stink with smoke like mad (which they would if i had gone clubbing sucessfully..) so cny is such a painful and boring thing for all of us...
ANyway this is something funnie from my fren, qingli's blog. Enjoy..
Haircuts: The Difference Between Men And Women
Women's Version
Woman 2: Oh! You got a haircut! That's so cute!
Woman 1: Do you think so? I wasn't sure when she gave me the mirror. I mean, you don't think it's too fluffy looking?
Woman 2: Oh God no! No, it's perfect. I'd love to get my hair cut like that,
but I think my face is too wide. I'm pretty much stuck with this stuff I
think.
Woman 1: Are you serious? I think your face is adorable. And you could
easily get one of those layer cuts - that would look so cute I think. I was
actually going to do that except that I was afraid it would accent my long
neck.
Woman 2: Oh - that's funny! I would love to have your neck! Anything to take attention away from this two-by-four I have for a shoulder line.
Woman 1: Are you kidding? I know girls that would love to have your
shoulders. Everything drapes so well on you. I mean,look at my arms, see how short they are? If I had your shoulders I could get clothes to fit me so
much easier.
Men's Version:
Man2: Haircut?
Man1: Yeah.
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004 . 10:00 PM
:: HAppy chinese new yr!! ::
Heloo my frens! Happy chinese new yr!! Happie monkey yr!! yeah watever...haha. Talk abt yesterday 1st k? Had a lect from 8-10am..then qingli suggested y don we go to xiaoying's place? Cos her parents and uncle's family..most of them went to Dubai for CNY. And she drove to sch somemore. So we all went. Qingli, jennifer and me. Xiaoying drove us to SMU to eat at their foodcourt 1st b4 going to her place. Her hse is really huge, cos it's actually 2 semi-D joined together..her uncle and her family stay in these 2 hse, with each taking one hse lar. So she brought us to tour her hse..which took 1 hr!!!! But it's really cool! SO many cool gadgets that u won't find in our own hses..haha. And it's the 1st time to her hse so very interesting! After that i'm supposed to go to Orchid hotel to fetch my mom. My mom's coach would be arriving at ard 12+ at that hotel from Johor's airport. Ok..then my mom's cousin had aldy informed her that we would b going there to pick her up! But u know wat? She actually dua us and took a cab home herself...HERSELF!!! And the worse part was i wasn't at the hotel yet when my mom's cousin arrived. Then i recieved a call from my mom saying that she has reached home but y am i not at home..she doesn't have the keys -_-. So i rushed home lar...with xiaoying's help of cos. She drove me home. And my mom was like nagging and saying it's my fault..i shd have been at home etc. And i was just like heloo? Didn't i tell u ur cousin would b going to pick u up? Is it rite that u left without telling us and making ur cousin go n pick u but u aren't there? hai...i have no idea wat she is thinking abt.
Anyway had steamboat earlier and our family had a gd talk. We haven't had such a gd talk since yrs ago..and esp now my dad is not here it's abit quiet. I had sch from 8-12pm today. Came home and i slept till 5pm. Refused to wake up cos i would have to help my mom spring clean the hse if i do. So i let my bro ( who hasn't been doing any hsework) help my mom! heee!!! Anyway i think my mom is super zai! Just shortly in 3 hrs time, she practically cleaned the whole hse out. woah. Supermom! How come her daughter doesn't inherit her speed and superwoman abilities? haha..
Anyway have a great long weekend!!
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004 . 12:32 AM
:: Upset with myself::
I feel so useless. I had microbiology lab today and it's quite tough and i was late so i missed the briefing the teaching assistant was giving. I was completely confused lor. And i just feel very anti-social. I don feel like talking to anyone except my indian mauritius fren and khai. And Khai has to keep explaining to me wat's going on etc. I don't know how to interact with the other pple? I donoe how to start a conversation...esp they r talking amongst themselves..i donoe how am i supposed to just cut in and talk to them?? I feel that we are also on different wavelengths man...they are discussing abt the pract and some chim stuffs from the lecture notes but all i wan is to finish the darn pract and go home...who cares abt the lecture notes anyway? I mean who go n read lecture notes one......i never did unless exams are near. See? different attitude and different wavelengths. So i naturally feel pretty inferior when i don seem to understand wat they r talking abt...and then i totally feel like running away from talking to them. Hai...Just dreaded it.
My practical started at 2pm but i was late for 20 mins cos of the heavy downpour today. I was quite wet lor...i didn't bring my brolly.. The stupiest thing was my science bustop which i alighted was connected and has shelter to the next building across the road. But i have to get to another building for my pract and there's no shelter watsoever from the sheltered building to the building i wan!!!?! Wat kind of architecture is this?!! Man how come noone ever complained abt that... While i was on my internal shuttle bus to science fac, the heavy rain was worrying me..cos i knew i would b stuck. And i began to pray to God," pls make the rain smaller...when i reach sci.." And then it seemed almost impossible for that to happen. It didn't happen..then i prayed again, " aiyoo pls give me someone that i know who has a brolly and can shelter me across, or someone kind enuff to ..." ANd gez wat? haha...i was stuck between the sheltered buildling and preparing to run over to building i need to go and get wet while doing that, an old lady asked if i wanna share the brolly with her!!! Oh man..i was so touched!! Thank God haha...:)
Anyway my mom is coming back tomoro, would reach s'pore ard 12pm..she's coming back from Johor's airport actually. And i'm gonna go fetch her with my mom's cousin. Happy she's coming back!!! She could help kill the menacing crockroaches!! So many things...i'm so glad i'm freed from the houseworks!!! U can't imagine the amt of houseworks always waiting for u to settle...housewifes are really something :) But i'm very proud of myself whenever i did any cleanings...cos it's really tough haha. The kitchen always needs cleaning..always dirty..always got lizards run ard at nite and shit all over the place...and u have to clean it up. The sink gets dirty very fast and i have to clean it..the grease stains? I have to take time to wash the cooking area so that it's not oily...the toilets? argh..toilet bowl? Have to wash one..and quite often somemore...the floor gets dirty somehow too.. And the floor of the hse is a big pain..Always hv to vacumm and it's better if it's mopped. Who got the time to always do that? Laundry? another problem...and its the onli thing that my brother helped out in doing..(that's onli cos he doesn't have enuff clothes to wear so he must do the laundry) hai...with my mom coming back tomoro and i've got not much time to clean my hse..i was pretty stressed out. I felt as if the whole world has dumped the hsework for me to do..so many things to do! so little time!! ANd my great bro doesn't help out!!!!!!! u know how that feels like?? go ask ur mom if u wanna know...hahaha...pekchek till i wanna die...I wanna scream at everyone and i wanna bite my bro's head off his neck!!!
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004 . 9:14 PM
::Has been a long while::
Sorry i haven't been updating my blog :p was busy with alot of things!! ok the most interesting thing 1st. Yicai's younger bro brought home a jack russel puppy on sunday!! But yicai onli discovered the little cute puppy on mon and he brought it over to my place to show it to me. It's sooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg so cute!!! I estimated that it 's onli abt 2 mths old?? it's really small and it still cant walk properly. It loves to snuggle up to pple and it's so friendly. Yicai thinks the pup loves me so much...it could practically sleep on me the whole nite!! I let it cuddle up on my tummy hee..lazy pup! And it follows u ard when u walk awwwww it's sooooo cute!!!!!!!!! i'm so envious he's got a dog!!!! I want one tooooo!!!! Awww!!! sorrie i can't stop rattling abt how cute the pup is...cos it really is!!! mayb one day if i get the chance to take a photo of the pup i'll post it online and u would know y i'm so crazy abt puppy! (he hasn't got a name yet...)
Sch was horrible yesterday:( It started from 8 and ended at 5pm and i have a 4 hrs break in b/w..so i went home to take a short nap ( that's one thing gd abt staying so damn close to sch)Jennifer followed me home and she took a nap at my place too...i gave her somewhere to lie down. We went back to sch for practical and boy the practical was boring...it was all demonstrations by the teaching assistant!! So i was like standing for 2 hrs straight trying to catch a glimpse of wat the teaching assistant is showing us...standing!!! I can't stand for too long i'm sure u all know that...so i was really suffering...and i donoe wat's wrong with the guys? They r so tall? y must they stand in front and block all the others?? don they have brains? I can't tell them to move aside cos i simply can't think of a polite way of telling them to scram. :( And the other gals were all quite tall tooooooooooo hai..i'm so sad.
Today my lecture started at 8am again...and last till 12pm. It's almost unbearable...really... :( I can't stop complaining abt sch isn't it? yeah...cos it's really sux!!! I was sitting there for 4 hrs?? I never felt so tired and sleepy and my back aches ( cos the chairs are not comfy) After the lecture i went over to arts with xiaoying to meet an ex ac classmate for lunch. He's taking engineering yr1. And he was just complaining and complaining abt his course. He hates it to the core. I felt quite sad for him that he has to go thru so many yrs of doing something he hates but my ears hurt more listening to his complaints haha. Then i began to see that actually life sciences is not too bad...at least we could do last minute studying and spend most of our time playing (and not studying) if we don have labs.....but of cos ...we always have labs -_- sian. Dreading sch.....i'm so unwilling to do anyting or go an extra mile for anyting in sch? cos i keep thinking i'm gonna graduate aldy i don wanna do all these rubbish...haha
ANyway i'm feeling quite sad that deying and meimei is doing their attachment now. Deying pointed out to me over an email that there prob won't b anymore chances of us going out on our so-called "free days" anymore cos this 6 mths she would be working. That most likely mean no more weekly swimming like we used to do last sem. And when i finally finish sch? it would b my turn to start getting a job and they would go back to sch. Hai...adult life is really disgusting. I hate it. So wat i have my free days now? No one can go out with me!!!!!! meimei oso going for IA( industrial attachment) tomoro aldy!!! :( Btw my thurs is my free day. And some mondays are oso free...
Thats all my frens. I've complained enuff and i'm sure ur ears hurt haha. Take gd care of urself!!!!!
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Saturday, January 10, 2004 . 11:19 PM
::: Shopping and bible study:::
As i have mentioned b4, my bible study has changed from sunday after church service to saturday evening 7.30pm. I was quite bothered by it at 1st..now i have come to terms with it lar. But it's quite irritating still. I wan to go shopping..and enjoy myself but i have to get back to church by 7.30pm..that would mean i would have to eat dinner b4 7 or something and that means i have less time to shopping.. i'm so complainy..haha. Yeah so i was dreading to go church while i was shopping..quite bad huh. And hsiaolin isn't going and i'm beginning to feel alittle left out cos there were some new pple in the bible study and i don exactly know them yet...me and my socialising problems again...But in the end the bible study turned out to b v fruitful and i had a chance to talk to the 2 new gals..Amy and Juvena. I think my bible study grp is getting very colorful. Amy bought her guy cousin Joshua too and he's in ngee ang poly film sound and video...i think that's the course name. Quite interesting..and i found out that AMy is a nursing student! That is so damn cool...and juvena was an architecture student but switched course after yr 1 to go to engineering...yap glad i went.. :)
Shopping wasn't very interesting.. i finally found a sweater for myself and it's pink hee. I LOVE IT!!! cos it's pink and it's so sweet i can't help loving it. ANd it's onli 20 bucks. That's all that i bought. Nothing really suits me although there r sales everywhere. That is really sad.
I was reading abit of newspaper today and i saw that MOE is allowing the B-class mother tongue option to b avaliable to students in sec 1 instead of sec 3...something like that rite?? And it was an article abt a mother saying how much it pains her to see her child suffer, having to spend more than half his revision time on chinese and still gets D for his psle or something...i didn't read on. I was thinking that this really sux. The chinese standard has aldy dropped so much and s'pore is allowing it to drop even further?? Then y can't they do it to english language?? create a B-class thingie for english too lar? So chinese is not tat impt?? Was our chinese standard that hard to go thru for us back then?? R u a bloody chinese?? OR a BANANA. How can u being a chinese not able to speak fluent chinese and write chinese characters? If MOE came up with this decision based on the nationwide mandarin score, ie that too many students are failing their chinese, then i think the policy sux...instead of making chinese interesting and teachable, they r encouraging the standard to drop. Mayb my views are alittle too extreme. I donoe. I just feel that MOE sux. Apparently yicai don think they sux...he thinks that they have done a gd job most of the time ( except this chinese thing though) But still i think they totally sux....and it's most of the time.... :D
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Friday, January 09, 2004 . 1:03 PM
Sch is so sian........
Goodness..this is my 2nd day of sch :p i missed my REAL 2nd day of sch on wed rem? And i found out that i pretty much missed out on many things..i saw the lecture notes for that day.. looked very tough to me...i really regret taking applied microbiology ... ok actually i didn't go for the lect so i donoe but from the notes i think it's v tough T_T
I met my lab mate Khai ( if u wanna know who is he..go to friendster ..he is there..) and this is how the conversation b/w us :
me : hey!
khai : heloo!
me: are u taking immunology too??
khai: no..i took it in err yr 2
me: really?? but u taking microBiology rite??
Khai : yeah yeah..
me: So next mon, do we have pract??
Khai : i donoe leh...paytihbya ( my TA for last sem's microb lab) told me it's 2 weeks from now..something like that ..
me: issit? but the schedule said it's next mon leh....wat did the lecturer on wed say abt the pract schedule??
Khai: hmm he never say anything...u didn't go for lect again? ( he gave me that all- knowing look...)
me: arrr.....haha i didn't.. I WAS SICK.
u shd see his face man...he was going yeah rite yeah rite all over his face hahaa..i said bye rite away and went off :p
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::My free day::
I went shopping the whole day with meimei today. REally so tired!! We went to chinatown..thinking that we could buy some nice clothes but all the nice shops that we used to patronised are closed or closed down. Couldn't find them anymore. Wasted trip..then we went down to Bugis and shopped and shopped till our legs almost gave way but i still ended up not buying anything. HAI~~ I kept shopping ard for a nice and warm sweater cos i think all my jackets and cardigans are not enuff to keep me warm. But its either too expensive or not for my taste. Those that i like alot can't keep me warm enuff either...hai...very sian lar. Meimei did buy a top in the end lor...if not this is such a wasted trip :(
Btw deying told me she could finally see my blog so hellloooooo pple!! long time no see Hee..got some stuffs to keep u all updated hee.. Yap anyway my mom is coming back on the 20th of jan. So soon huh? yeah i was shocked. I heard from my cousin that she's not coping too well with the stress ...and my aunts decided to let her come back soon so she could relax abit and they could help take care of my dad for my mom....she didn't tell me all these lor. Gez she don wan me to worry n stuffs or she has the weird habit of not telling and try to tolerate lor..hide everything away from me...don wan to burden me...doesn't occur to her that it's always better to share burdens... hai...sad :( Sometimes i feel that i'm more worried abt my mom than abt my dad. My dad is pampered by all my aunts and he has pple taking care of him...then wat abt my mom? She has to undergo so much stress ( and believe me..she creates some stress for herself too..) n pressure that i'm so scared she wouldn't b able to take it one day...
hai..i shall stop here..i don wan to spoil everyone's mood by toking abt such a sad thing...every family has their own problems.
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004 . 10:53 PM
:: sick all over..::
I was sick and now i am really sick. I woke up at 7am this morning feeling very sick, sneezing again and teary-eyes. Mayb cos it's in the morning and it's damn cold tats y i felt sicker than normal. And i was dreading the lecture at 8am cos the lecture hall would b very cold and my jacket that was stained with coffee was put to wash last nite and i onli have cardigans. I mean how is my cardigan going to protect me from the cold esp when i aldy feel so sick? SO i decided to go back to sleep and skip that lecture and go for the next lect at 10am. But i woke up at 9am and still felt horrible, i tot i might as well don go sch and rest at home. Boy i slept n slept like no tomoro . Woke up at 1.30pm finally...at 3+pm i went to sch to see the sch's doctor. It's very very cheap to see the doc there, i onli pay $2.40 for everything including the medicines. And it's that cute doctor i saw the previous time i went there hee...
ANyway i was waiting for bus 96 to go home when i met my sec 4 physics tcher! Wat a surprise lor..And he recognised me. I don think he knows my name, neither do i rem his surname :p i just avoid greeting him with his surname altogether. He tot i'm still in yr 1 or 2...and i told him no sir..i'm in yr 3 going to grad aldy. Haha he was taken back at how many donkey yrs have passed since he taught us. When i said i was graduating soon i could feel myself beaming with pride. Oh ...i'm really gonna grad wow.... I know graduating is not a very big thing. Having a degree is not a big thing either cos so many pple have a degree. But still...graduating...completing ur Uni is still quite a major event in ur life. It closes a chapter in ur life. That's wat i feel hee.
Anyway went home took some rest and went to meet shang and meimei for dinner at clementi central. Nice catching up with Shang..it has been a long time since i last met him. That's all for today.
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004 . 6:07 PM
::1st day of sch::
Don't i hate that title...3 out of my 4 lectures are all scheduled at 8am (wat's wrong with the lecturers..) the last module is scheduled at 10am after wed's 8am lect. Hai so i had to get up at 7am in the morning today and make my way to sch. I was pretty early for my standards ie just 10 mins late wahhhaaa.. :p The module today was molecular biotechnology. It was very BORING. Really it was...most of the things taught today was to refresh our memories..and for those who hasn't known of such stuffs (poor them...cos it's quite difficult) and some engineering students also take tis mod and according to the lecturer they are not required to do the practicals!! :(
I can't believe i'm so sway today. One idiot sitting behind me spilled some coffee on the back of my jacket and he didn't apologise or anything and i didn't know until we all got out of the lect hall and my frens saw it. Damn. If i had known this would happen i wouldn't have taken the trouble to go iron it b4 i went to sch.....qingli said something which i tot was quite ironic and funnie when i told everyone that i shdn't have iron. she said," u got iron meh??" So my jacket doesn't looked iron when it's really ironed. hai~~ so have to wash the jacket and iron again lor..wat to do. The air-con was so cold. And the weather was also very cold but i can't wear my jacket!! I feel v sick now liao lar...i feel as if im gonna have cold AGAIN!! I think i shall go stuff myself with 2 oranges later and pop a pill b4 it gets worse...... i need a nice and thick jacket...anyone know where i could get it? cheap ok...not too ex.......... i think u all can't even see wat i typed now.. Blaeh..i'm toking to the walls..
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Monday, January 05, 2004 . 1:10 PM
:::Reminiscing the old times? :::
For weeks i have sat at home and stoned and recently slacking ard with yicai. I'm beginning to feel i'm isolated from the rest of the world eg my frens. But then again my frens are always busy with things like slacking at home too -_- with the exception of deying lar..she always says she's the free one. For some strange inferiority reason i wanted NOT to meet people. And i dread crowded places cos that would mean meeting alot of pple and worse strangers staring at u etc...i mean wat's the problem with me man that u have to stare? I think i'm overly paranoid and sensitive actually..mayb they aren't staring, they just gave me a GLANCE? But recently, out of nowhere i felt that i could meet pple again..and in fact i have that strong urge to meet up with every fren that i have esp those whom i seldom meet albeit ialittle too late to now since sch supposedly started for me :( As we grow up, we have lesser frens? or issit just me? I meant it as lesser close frens. And everyone is so busy with their own life that close frens can't sit down and chat most of the time. Meet once in a while (actually like every half a yr..) and then part again to meet 6 mths later. Are frenship so superficial nowadays? hmm
Anyway..i wanted to improve my blog layout so i went to fiddle with the html codes and i SOMEHOw did someting and the whole layout flipped? Now the menu column is on the rite while the blog entries are on the left...i wanted to improve the pic area cos previously the pic somehow just doesn't appear the i want it to b no matter how i tried..now i have no idea how to put the layout back to how it used to b...Above all..actually i think this layout looks better haha even though it's unintentionally done!!
And recently, i dug out my inuyasha CDs ( kindly burnt by meimei for me 2 yrs ago??) and watched it again...this time with yicai. He seemed to b incredibly attracted to the anime! and some cds actually can't work aldy, and so great was his desire to watch he went to dl from kazaa...Inuyasha ...i really love the anime alot ALOT!!! Someting abt the story plot really attracts me to it...awwww!! so now i'm also busy chasing n downloading inuyasha ( will i get charged for tat??) anyway anyone of u interested to check out inuyasha could click on the "chopping" inuyasha icon at the menu column...or just hit inuyasha on yahoo...they give u synopsis of the anime...
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::The End to MaNy ThIngS::
:( Feeling kinda sad now since it's my last day of my hols :( Ok fine i don have sch on mon so y am i complaining rite...haiyah..but tuesday got wat. And it's a terribly long day as well from 8am till 6pm i think. I can't even be bothered to get my timetable printed out and some pple had been bothering me abt my timetable...like when would i b free to meet up for meal in sch blah blah blah. The tot of going back to sch really ain't pretty as the reality of it strikes ... I HATE SCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! argh
Yicai had been having his offs since xmas and we have spent almost every single day hanging out together. It has been a LONG LONG time since we could like just hang out whole day every single day kinda thing. But today...it came to an end as he has to report back to work from tomoro onwards. And i realised...there would probably never gonna b chance of us being so free at the same time in the future. Once i start working...thats it aldy. When would i ever get my hols..sobs getting sentimental here :(
Just upset. Y does things have to change. Y do we have to go out n work? Y do we have to become adults?! :( Y do i have to go back to sch....-_-...feeling so sian to think abt it.
ANyway i don even know if u guys can read my blog at all...deying and meimei complained that they couldn't...hsiaolin told me it's got something to do with the blogger's server being down and it's being fixed rite now. yap i'm going back to my games now. Feeling emotionally down rite down........................
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Sunday, January 04, 2004 . 12:38 AM
Today was quite a bad start for yicai. 1st of all he took off since last wed and today is still his off but he was informed last minute tht he has to do duty today which means he is supposed to b in camp and staying overnite in camp for duty but he didn't know abt it! SO he wanted to ask ard for someone to replace him and he called the chief clerk and asked if anyone could do that for him...and he got scolded the shit out of him.....really u know...it wasn't even his fault but the clerk made it sound as if it was ALL his fault. Man...army really sux...reasons don't rule at all...anyway in the end he managed to get his fren to replace him...but he would have to do his duty on the sat of cny...hai~~
We went to orchard to shop ard for cny clothes but end up buying nothing. And today is just weird. Like the whole world wanna go HV...Yicai's frens sms him whether he was interested in meeting up with them at HV later...and soon after deying sms me and also asked if i wanna hang out with her and xiaohui at HV after xiaohui is done with her hair at the salon. OK since everyone wanna go HV...so we went lar..i joined the guys for a while b4 meeting the gals when they came. They haven't had their dinner ( very late aldy abt 9+ aldy) so we went to this italian restaurant called amici or something... it's located along the stretch where u find starbucks..it's like the 2nd or 3rd last shop from the end. I think that the whole place is just so nicely decorated and very romantic...italian songs playing in the backgrd and dimly lit eating area( in fact they couldn't see the food and had to asked for the candles on the tables to b lighted) and the owner was very very friendly. The meals are erm quite ex ...but it looked delicious. Yap so next time Vday watever day mayb could try out that place. Atmosphere is great :) But then again HV is full of such places isn't it...haha. We were kinda chased out by the owner cos it was pretty late like 11.30pm..3 of us went out seperate ways and i was going down the stretch of shops to meet yicai at windmill when i bumped so coincidentally into jiawei's frens....joshua, haolun and his gf and this other guy whom i donoe. I was so shocked to see them! But it shdn't be a surprise to me lar...i know they like to go to HV's breko every sat or something but today i met them outside starbucks i think...Luckily i wasn't with yicai or something...and jiawei wasn't there( i think he went to get his car..) I mean it would b REALLY awkward ......super awkward. ALrity...that's all for today. Feeling pretty sian now cos sch is starting ...hai....saveeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... ok i'm gonna play PS2 now :)
tata
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Thursday, January 01, 2004 . 2:26 AM
:: Happy new YR my frens!!::
This yr's new yr eve celebration was horrible i must say. I fell sick on tuesday after watching my 2nd round of LORD OF THE RINGS. Can't u believe it? I watched the show AGAIN....yicai was so ONZ abt watching it again...catching all the war scenes etc...I just dreaded sitting in for another 3 hrs that's all. Hey but i must say even though i'm watching it for the 2nd time, the show is still as gd and exciting. I simply just love the show!! aww!!!! I don mind watching for the 3rd time u know ...but i would leave tht to the DVD when it comes out haha ( can choose scenes,don need to watch 3 hrs..)
Oh my..i'm drifting away from my pt...as i was saying..ahem..i fell sick
:( i'm down with cold lar. After a visit to my sch's doctor and the recent fujian flu virus, i've come to realise that i can't use cold and flu term interchangably..sneezing and running nose and all that, it was driving me nuts. I can't believe i fell sick again just after a few days after i recovered from sore throat :( That definetely got me very agitated lor......T_T very sad.
I slept thru almost whole of my new yr eve. Couldn't find the medicine for my cold..had to call my mom in m'sia to ask her wat to take and got scolded the shit out of me :p Apparently she's also sick and she couldn't take my nonsense of not listening to her when she was telling me where the medicine were a mth back. But then my bro took the medicine wat............so i couldn't find wat..................still got scolded sobs..
OH btw my hamster bearbear seemed to b sick...it can't even open its eyes and it's sleeping way too much. I'm really worried...hai~~did i pass my cold to it???haiiiiiiiii
ANyway the story goes that i woke up ard 8pm and was supposed to celebrate with yicai's frens..arthur n his gf and T-lum and he's prob bringing his gf too. But at that moment T-lum mesg and told yicai that he's joining his bro for celebration instead. So as USUAL that when one person gets out of the thing, arthur was sian too and didn't wan to join us too. SO where do we go? Both of us wan a quiet new yr celebration...not too many pple n such....but there's no where to go!! Both of us were so sian and irritated hmmph. We haven't had our dinner so after much sianness and thinking we finally decided to go HV and have a proper nice dinner. We went NYDC.
HV was pretty quiet..expected to have more pple but then again mayb the pple only comes in near countdown. There was even a temporary police trunk set up there u know...abit weird..
And guess who called when we were just having our ovenbaked 3 amingos?? T-lum!! He asked where we are and aparently he was with his gf eating ard HV...so he popped by and chatted with us for abit. I wanted to tell him straight in the face, " do u know y we r eating ALONE here? Because some idiot didn't think of the consequences of backing out!" I just don understand y GUYS simply don understand the virtue of thinking of the consequences whenever they make a decision. The world doesn't evolve ard them u know ... everything is linked and affected. HAI~ but me and yicai couldn't bothered more aldy. We have made up our minds to enjoy ourselves alone so after our dinner we went to buy some white wine(red wine sold out?) and went home. Blae don like white wine ..that's all i could say :(
Hey could see some weird interesting fireworks from my hse after the countdown...in the direction of sentosa. it's just weird stuffs...they shot them up into the sky but the red light doesn't explode like normal fireworks..it just stayed that way and slowly fall down or rather it looks like it float down to the ground..pretty interesting lor haha. I'm just feeling that we are all getting old or wat. I mean this yr's celebration for me was very quiet...I didn't wan to join in those crazy stupid countdowns ..and i gez for most of my frens, they stayed home too. Yeah new yr eve is just another day isn't it? I donoe man...when i was younger in sec or jc days it was always must go party n stuffs...now nah.. I think we have all grown old my dear frens..WE ARE ADULTS NOW...yes we are *grim* HAI~ that is so sad...we have become as boring as THOSE adults!! eek...
Enuff complaining now.. Wishing all my frens a happy happy new yr and may 2004 be a wonderful and blessed yr for all of us yeah :) Nites frens
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