Tuesday, August 14, 2007 . 4:26 PM
Once in a blue moon, i feel incredibly stressed out by the fact that i'm too busy to be able to have a choice of what i really want to do. Labels: depression, life
Yesterday was one of such days. The pressure built up to this point where i exploded. Man i felt so much better after exploding and i'm fine now. Poor Albert tho.
I was going on and on ranting away about my busy schedule. And i tot it's just all in my head. Sometimes gals get too emotional u see, and they link everything together. I would say i'm quite a logical person. I felt that every weekend i have had something on, and i'm always attending to something or another, hence i do not have much choice over what i can do over the weekends. So..i went home, looked into the calender of my handphone. And no joke. I saw lots of little brown dots all over the place, all over the days of Augusts. Each little dot meant one event. And i scrolled backwards to look at July, again little dots all over.IN FACT, MORE DOTS.
I thought i was exaggerating the facts when i said every weekend i had something to attend to? But it was really a fact. let me juz put them all down, those that i did put in my calender.
For this week, week 3 of August,
Mon (13/08/07)- dance class
Tues - dance practice at Mt Faber Safra. This is to replace Saturday's practice as these 3 saturdays, Derrick needs to do something else.
Thurs- Salsa class at Fuchun CC ( marsiling) will start, i'll need to go there n help my instructor. But he had unfortunately forgotten that he asked all the couples who would be competiting in the latin/ballroom competition this Sunday (19/08/07) to go Mt Faber Safra to practice. Hence we would need to rush down from Fuchun CC after class at 8.30pm to Safra. So exciting -_-
WED - original plan was to go to Chinatown with Mom, to shop for some formal clothes for my new job. She said there's a shop there that she thinks the clothes are not bad and not very expensive. But i might postpone till next Wed bcos i want to stay home n rest n also spend time with parents for this week since i would b busy for so many days. I shall see how tomorrow morning, how i feel.
Fri- was supposed to meet up with my group of galpals to treat them to some icecream, since i got a new job waiting for me..Unfortunately, Van couldn't make it, and i'm also glad to postpone it to Sat dinner instead.
Hence Sat- Driving lesson at 2pm. It will be my 1st 1.5hr driving lesson. Like what my instructor commented, i've changed over a new leaf. I'll be more hardworking and more serious in my driving from now on. I think my instructor deserves an gd long entry of his own in my blog. Bcos he has entertained me for nearly 10 months. I muz say....if i pass, i'm going to miss his entertainment so much. If i fail, he is the only consolation that comes with failing.
Then, maybe some shopping for my formal clothes. Then meet the gals for dinner. And then a movie, ' god must be a brazilian' in Vivo. It's the Brazilian film fest apparently.
Sun- Every Sunday is a standard Sunday service at church from 11-12.30pm. And lunch. And then cell group till 3.30-4pm. And then i go do my stuffs. usually houseworks -_-. But this week, i'll be going to the latin/ballroom competition AGAIN by another organiser. Cost me $98 lor. I'm paying instructor by installments. Will have a 8 course dinner laid before mi tho. Given the previous experience at the other competition event, i didn't have much chance to eat. I was away from my table most of the time, at the front, getting a better view of the competitors. This time, will have more social dancing time allocated to the competition so that we too can go n have fun. So .....i'll be dancing for.........4 times this week.........
Let's talk about previous weeks shall we?
Week 2 of Aug,
Mon - didn't go dance
Tues- home
Wed-home
Thurs(NDP)- home, dance
Fri- Home
Sat - Driving, dance was canceled. Linda's bbq which i ended up not going as well
This muz b the slackiest week.It was slackiest because my period came and i was uncomfy. SO no dancing for me.
Week 1 of Aug,
Mon - dance class
Tues- dance practice
Wed-home
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- went to funan centre
Sat - driving lesson, wine appreciation course, performance at expo
Sun- Church, cell group. Rest at home bcos i've been too drained.
So now u know y i had to slack at home as well the following week? bcos i was too tired.
WEek 4 of july,
Mon - Dance class
Tues- home
Wed-home i gez? i don't know. nothing was written on my calender
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- on leave, to go to LTA to settle my transfer of re-entry permit. was home early.bcos next day have to wake up early.
Sat - Elaine's wedding at JB. Woke up at 7.30am. Dead tired by the time i reached back to SG.
Sun- Church service. No cell. Practice for dance performance.
Week 3 of July
Mon - Dance class
Tues- home? no idea..
Wed-home i gez? i don't know. nothing was written again
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- on leave, to go to M'sian embassy to renew my passport. took the whole damn day.
Sat - Dance practice. No driving as instructor had gone to Genting again to gamble.
Sun- Church service. cell group. Home.
Week 2 of July
Mon - Dance class
Tues- home
Wed-home i gez? i don't know. nothing was written on my calender
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- I think i went out with Albert to somewhere....
Sat - Driving. Course in church in the noon.
Sun- Church service. cell group.
Week 1 of July,
Mon - Dance class
Tues- home?
Wed-home ?
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- no idea...could have met friends...
Sat - 9am church course. No driving. Had to postpone. Dance practice in the noon.
Sun- Church service. cell group..
week 4 of June,
Mon - Dance class
Tues- home?
Wed-home ?
Thurs- dance practice
Fri- ????
Sat - Driving in the morning. latin/ ballroom competition in the evening. phuture clubbing.
Sun- Church service. cell group.
That's all. I feel tired writing all these hahaa....i'm nuts. Why am i writing all these..
But look at the trend? Every Sat, i need to rush for at least 2 things. Yap. Two events. And i'm considered lucky if i only had one event on Sat. Or no cell group on a Sunday. But of cos, how can i wish there's no cell group rite? =)
