Thursday, July 05, 2007 . 9:01 PM
I have a boyfriend whom i love to love and love to hate. He's always making effort in everything he does. And i love him because of that. He has the maturity to understand the difficulties in life and accept the fact that there are many things that we cannot change.He never fails to disappoint me, not even once. Not because i put all my expectation on a man, but because i have seen the way he is. He will never sit on things or run away from problems. In fact, he would b the one to guide me to solving problems. He will be the one to take care of all the big n small things have slipped my mind. I trust him and i always know that i do not need to remind him to do anything again n again... that's y i'm never disappointed and i never have to b naggy towards him.
He loves me and he shows how much he loves me by doing what is right for me, for always putting me first before himself. Most importantly, he loves God and encourages me to love God even more through his faithfulness.
He will never fail to listen to what i have to complain about him. He will listen and give them serious considerations. We will never push the blame to each other, but always work together to solve any problems. He will never emotionally threaten me but talk about things logically.
He respects and trust me. He gives me all the space that i need and hence we grow when we are together and when we are apart.
He affirms his love and trust in me again and again.
He's always so gentle. He loves his family and parents and takes on the responsibility of taking care of my family. He not only helped me with the housework, sometimes he's the one to encourage me to do the houseworks by doing with me cos he knows how lazy i am. He is always asking if my dad needs lunch or dinner and he will get the meals for him, down to getting ready the food for him and even getting ready the sliced chili by cutting the chili himself. He not only takes care of my parents, he also takes care of my rabbit. He takes on upon himself the responsibility of buying treats for Angel whenever his treats supply runs low.
When i'm angry, he leaves me alone and comes to check on me after awhile and tries to cheer me up. When i get pissed at him, he do not ever raise his voice at me except when he's trying to be lame. He is always so patient in everything he does. When i feel like venting my missy temper and i end up shouting or scolding him, he will let me know he's sad by telling me he's upset that i'm scolding him. And i'll calm down and reflect upon my behaviors.
Although, he's not rich and he can't pamper me with all the luxury and material things, he gives me all that he can afford to give. Every gift that i ever received from him was prepared carefully by himself and much tots have been put into them. HE arranges some surprises for me once in a while. I appreciate all these efforts tt he puts in.
In many pple's secular and materialistic eyes, he may not be the ideal boyfriend. But in my eyes, he's a gem. He may not b rich, but i feel rich because of the satisfaction and fulfillment i'm getting from this relationship. He may not having a striking career now, he's not dashing, not charming, not sweet mouth but he treats me with all his sincerity, which unfortunately is the one damn thing that is lacking in many men.
I love him because he has the guts to make mi his gf. And I love him because he knows how to handle me too well.
He's so good that he's a gem to me. I have found the man whom i can say.. he's the one. He's so good, that none of my friends will disagree on that. He's so good that my friends would actually stand on his side now if i were to complain about him ( well i'm hoping u guys will tell mi u will still stand on my side...)
No matter how good Mr Albert is, he never fails to piss me off. Today he has once again tested my limits. I do not think that i need to put up with his crap so i had conveniently cast him into my 'Ignore list' for the day. But i've decided that i will not complain to too many of my friends about this matter bcos i suspect they may stand on his side instead.
No matter how pissed i am, i'm such a failure. I still went to his myspace and listened to his songs....sighz..
If you guys are interested....this is his myspace site, the 4 songs there were written and done by him.
I'm hopeless. I hate it.
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