Saturday, June 02, 2007 . 1:04 AM
These 2 weeks have passed by without much of my participation. I meant my brain was not with me most of the time. I was either drowsy or groggy from all the illnesses that plagued me. Labels: life
Then i had to have eye infection in my right eye. No idea when i can wear my contact lens even tho it's not a serious case of infection.
Don't talk about having fun. Don't talk about dolling up. Don't talk about being prettier and stuffs.
I realised without health, none of them matter anymore.
It's Friday night but i've decided to stay home. I have nowhere to go anyway. But yet im not sleeping early when i should be, cos i should b resting more.
I'm afraid tomorrow will b worse! As in i'll be in a worse state than now. I could almost feel the miserable terrible worst pain in the world- menstrual cramps.
Illness definitely doesn't come single-handedly. It comes with a string of other illnesses. I don't know if i should even classify myself being sway. Truthfully speaking, i kinda enjoyed this period. The sickness wasn't fun. But being drowsy and groggy and sick, gave me the excuses to escape life's reality for awhile. At least take life easier. Take my mom's words and naggings easier, less affected by things around me bcos all my energy were channeled into just keeping myself awake. And it sure was a great excuse to use when it comes to procrastination. I'm sick, so i'll do this..do that when i feel better etc. Actually, it was quite amazing. I've learnt some things new about looking at life, psychology and GOd, just by being sick. Will share when....i feel better :p Ok..i meant when i could organise all those thoughts better =)
Time to sleep.. Been spending a great amount of time with my bed recently. I can foresee that this won't b changing soon........i love my bed anyway.
