Wednesday, May 09, 2007 . 5:38 PM
Is your emotions juz all in the mind? I've been feeling down recently. I could identify some issues. But im confused. I don't know wat exactly im supposed to feel. I juz feel generally down. Labels: life
Argued with my mom again on Monday. Same old problems and issues. I don't know if im down cos of that? Mayb it's juz my hormones. Tis month, it's depression. Last month was too irritable etc.
So since i feel down, i want to b pretty much alone. I don't know wat i wan or feel. Im grounded. My mom complained about me going out to play too much and i didn't help out at home, so i've even ended up canceling my dance on Tuesday to just stay home. Likewise, i'll b home tonite as well. My mom suddenly called and asked if i wanna go out with her n bro to eat at central. It's something unexpected. It's something unusual for our family. We don't go out for meals. seldom. Period. But instead of gleefully thinking that our situation has improved, i told her i won't b going. U guys can enjoy urself. What does she want me to do? Face her with a happy smile on my face? I can't. I don't feel like handling her. She would end up complaining about her life again. I can't take it.
Having said all that, gez i'll continue to MIA for a while. See when my mood becomes better. These are some of the photos we took at bintan.......for ur viewing pleasures.
on the bus ...in Tanjung Pinang
Deying's funny expression
That's not a moon, just a lamp along the bridge
Swimming pool
The so called outdoor spa. But i didn't do the spa here, i did it in a very nice room.
The full moon, at hmm 4s exposure
The stars(those little dots) at 10s exposure. Sorry my hands are shaky.
Me with fresh coconut. hmm my skin v fair ah....
