Wednesday, February 28, 2007 . 5:42 PM
I've been sleeping at unearthly timings like 2am in the morning and waking up at 8+ am the next day. I've been incredibly late for work almost every day. All these for the sake of catching the korean drama on channel 55 at 1am!!!
It's the 2nd replay, the 1st replay is at 10pm but i sway sway always missed it, and don't need to mention the actual timing at 7pm lar.
Amazing man. I can't believe im skipping sleep cos of tv.
I have this impression some of my frens cannot believe it too.
The drama, i do not know the english name ..something prince one...but in chinese if directly translated it's called ' Sweet Potato Fable' or something. Sounds stupid. Albert was laffing at the english translation, when the princess called the guy whose nickname is shu tong gong xhi ( as in sweet potato boy translated directly).....v funny meh....
Recently, Bernice who's my gd jc fren had been joining us for Argentine Tango on Mondays. really happy to have her around.It's been years and years..since we do hang out after we graduated from JC. We had been too busy with our own lives. But it's certainly amazing that we can always still click, still chat, still connect after so many freaking years. Since she was hanging out with my cousin, my bf, another guy fren, she was spilling out things that was from the distance past, those things that i've forgotten but upon her talking abt them, always left me laffing like mad.
Like how i was so bad tempered. I never denied being bad tempered. I think im much betta now. But im incredible evil to some guys. This, my cousin can testify. HAHA..
And how i used to be nicknamed the PIG by the group. I rem the nickname. But i don't rem WHY. I asked her. She said cos i was always only interested in sleeping and complaining about being tired and wanting to sleep. And i slept alot. After i wake up, i'll go and eat. SO it's always sleeping n eating.
HOW CAN THAT B Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??!!!
Such revelations from her, left mi in stitches. It's ridiculous. I couldn't believe i was so full of rubbish.
But i do remember that when im stressed out, by studies, i don't gorge myself, i turn to sleeping for relieve from those built up stress. it's something that i had realised long ago but have kinda 4gotten abt it. Cos nowadays we don't need to study aldy? Where got that kind of stress? I do turn to sleep as well when i broke up. It's the only time i could actually feel as if the pain or burdens could b taken away. I don't eat alot when im upset. I sleep alot. That's y yes i can b skinny. I used to b the kind of pple who would lie on the bed, thinking over and over again about problems if im troubled. But since god knows when..i've gotten the wonderful habit of falling asleep within 2 mins of my head hitting the pillow - with or without bathing ok....hee. I can sleep everywhere, anywhere, anytime as long as i chose to sleep. I don't stay up thinking about problems. In fact, i think sleeping is the time when i'll not think about anything, i can't b bothered..i'll just tell myself that argh i'll think abt it tomoro when i wake up. I think im an optimistic person just by the way i go to sleep. or rather i think im someone who cannot b bothered about things.it's an heck care attitude. It's a blessing i tell ya. Bcos i don't have shit like insomnia.
On a more somber note, my mom threw away the dried flowers ( the one Albert gave mi for Vday and i dried the flowers) in my room. I asked her about it. She said my 1st aunt ( in m'sia, who has visited us here n there sometimes) had advised her to not keep any of the 'dead' things at home. I was so angry. 1st of all, my mom rather subject herself to fears of idiotic things that despite wat other pple think about how jinxed they can b...they are just like wat she said 'dead things'. wat harm can they do? Superstitions?
2ndly, she rather be fearful of shits like this instead of placing her trust in a God who is almighty and powerful. 3rdly, She actually allowed herself to b controlled by what pple said, and not b discerning towards crap or facts.
I was so angry. I didn't let my mom continued saying, i just cut in and told her don't b crazy. Ur scared of dried flowers? *slammed door*
Oh man. I really cannot stand shit. I cannot stand rubbish. In the past i may b so kind as to listen to pple giving mi rubbish. But not anymore. Im not being mean or evil. I believe in being firm. ANd i also believe that i cannot tolerate certain things, esp when they are seriously just crap.
Deying said, if my mom thinks like that, then she shd throw away the dead fish n meat in the fridge. What is this lar? Im disappointed. Disappointed with her that just a few days ago when i told her to trust God and how only God can give her the peace in her heart, she had listened. And then she turned around a few days later consumed by her own fear and phobia. If she really so fearful, then she shd follow every tom dick harry thing on fengshui and supersitions. Im sure that would help her advert misfortunes,harm and bring upon her prosperity,fortune and gd life. Thinking that u can trust those things, stems from our human fears of the future. Y not put ur life in God's hands, who would never harm you, who will never use such things to put fears in ur heart. I pray that one day she will understand. Meanwhile, im just disappointed. But like i said, enuff is enuff. I won't allow such fears to manifest in my home. I'll pray. And i know God will do something abt that.
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