Friday, July 28, 2006 . 5:43 PM
Well, i never tot i'll ever miss NUS. As i go about looking for a job and when finally someone calls me up for interview..besides the initial excitement, i began playing with the fact abt me leaving this place.
I never thought i would say such a thing...but here i think i'll admit it haha. NUS was where i spent 3 years studying. There were ok ok memomries. UNI life was rather ...monotonous. Not to mention the fact that i was always absent from school on my own 'decision' :p But it's the sense of belonging..I think i was blogged abt that when i graduated from NUS haha. On man. That was TWO bloody years ago.
I never knew i would miss NUS till now. When i started working here, it felt alittle like ok i'm back in sch. And i'm really glad sometimes that i'm still in sch (tho as a different identity..all the bazaars...and the sheltered working life) I still have friends who was doing their honours here and some working here. IN short, i have friends ard still. It doesn't really feel that different from schooling here. Then i made more frens, mainly my users, my colleagues and fren's frens who became my frens, who works in NUS or sci park etc...NUS in a way ..is a shelter. A big organisation. There were a few times that i went out with certain pple, and the whole table of us are like NUS related. We are either working for NUS, or in NUS premises, or studying PHD or just studying as an undergrad. In a way ..yes i have to admit, NUS is my identity now. I wonder how different things will b once i get out of this place.
I will miss here definetely. And i will miss my colleagues, esp Huida who has more or less felt more like a family member already. I will miss the bazaars. I will miss the carefree political-less working life here.
SO i gez i'm thinking twice,thrice abt leaving haha...i'm full of contradicting ideas rite. Come on...i'm an emotional female, that's y. Haha..
I would like to say ...even tho i get pay cuts like crazy ( i think it's crazy :p) This place has been....great...can't believe i said that. SOBXXX haha..
Happy friday everyone!! Can't believe i blogged twice in a day!! so much to say.
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