Thursday, July 20, 2006 . 6:08 PM
This entry came as a little late. I survived the horrible previous week!!!
I'm ever more thankful for the faithfulness of GOd, even tho i had not trusted Him to bring me thru the painful times. Praise God!!
Im slowly recovering. of cos the pms is gone, my leg is betta these days, with occasional aches and tingling sensation. Sad to say, my right arm is aching and my index finger is experiencing the much dreaded tingling sensation. Now i sound like a really sick person, don't i? Sometimes, you may catch me lifting my right hands up, as if trying to 'feel' something in the air, don't be freaked out. I'm just concentrating on feeling if im getting the tinglings again.
Thank you Lloyd, for praying for my leg and hands in the church. My attitude towards asking God to heal me has changed since last week. Last week, i kept praying, asking God to take away the pain. Deep inside me, i know yes He can take it away if he wans to. Another side of me, when i was praying, i was aldy doubtful, like oh i know He won't...don b disappointed...... i was comforting myself abt how God won't help me *goodness* haha..By the time that Lloyd prayed for me on Tuesday nite, after what God has been telling mi over the last week, i know...for sure that God is listening and He is healing me. Amazingly, i really do feel much much betta after the praying. My arm was hurting actually, after that was ok... and tingling much lesser these 2 days.
I went for an interview at GSK(beach road) yesterday noon. Wasn't very gd i suppose. I do not think i'm the person they are looking for, and i do not think that i performed well, due to my aldy very rusty interview skills. Whatever the case, i'm having second tots abt being CRA. But we shall see. Mayb God will provide something out of this. I'm not disappointed either. So i went shopping in bugis village for the rest of the noon. B4 shopping spree, i walked to city hall, to Cathedral of the Good Sheperd bcos i wanted to spend some quiet time praying. Richard used to bring mi there like twice. Anyway i went to pray. On the way there, i was quite deep in tots. I was thinking that it's really so gd to b walking in this area so early in the day. Thinking how gd it is to be healthy, that i can walk (my leg and hands were ok that day) Thinking abt the interview and the stupid mistakes i made. Thanking God for everything, bringing mi thru...
There were a couple of pple in the church praying...i at least sat there for more than half an hr b4 i left for bugis to do my shopping.. Somehow, i have the deep desire to come b4 GOd to pray...even tho God is everywhere, i can pray to him anytime, but nothing as intense as being in his santuary. Very quiet, it's juz Him and me. Nothing else to distract me. I think protestant churches shd open up their worship halls, santuaries, watever names they call them, to pple so that they can have their quiet time with God whenever they want to...
On my way to bugis village, my shoes was like killing me and i alighted a stop b4 bugis village, so i had to walk. Then this auntie and his son(my age) came over to ask me for directions to bugis village, and since i was going there as well, i had the chance to chat with them. They had came from indonesia, that explained the weird accent, weirder than richard's chinese :p So we began to chat abt where i came from, what am i doing in spore, what are they doing in spore. She told me she came here to see the doctor, her legs seemed to have a prob so she's kinda limping. I defientely have to mention this, she says i'm very pretty hahahahhahaahaaa. So nice of you auntie!!
MOre small talks abt where she staying now,which hosp she goes to...incidentally she goes to NUH ...haha....then we splitted up. I asked her to take care.
Sometimes, pple passed your paths juz like that, and u seemed to have made a connection to some pple, you were allowed to enter their lives for a moment there...
Anyway, i think shopping alone is kinda pleasant. I had a really gd time yesterday.
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