Friday, August 26, 2005 . 10:28 AM
* embryo, foetus, baby..*
1st of all, i feel very honoured that Pervert actually created a blog entry just for me. For the record, i muz also put down in my blog so that i'll rem 4ever n ever amen that Pervert wrote this entry for me! BUt be warned. Do not take his shit seriously. haha..
Over last sunday, the premiere of 'In the Womb' was shown over National geo but i missed it. I kinda caught the repeat of it on wed, missing the 1st 45 mins...(it's 2 hrs documentary) It traces the development of the foetus from the time that the sperm meets THE egg. Anyway, it's very interesting. It's not the 1st time i watched such a documentary, we were given a video to watch during our uni days(developmental module) and i remembered i watched with much curiosity. This time, this documentary made use of this new 4D scannings that actually allow parents n docs to see the foetus in 4D..i donoe wat's 4D..it looks 3D to mi anyway. So u could see the facial expression, the hands body, wat the baby is doing pretty clearly. So u know me..the anti-baby person...but i can tell u, to see the foetus in ur womb, doing wat he did, like yawning, frowning, sucking on his thumb..it's so cute!!! And certainly that could strengthen the bond b/w the parents n their unborn child. Even i was thinking aww it's so cute..i would love the kid so much, somemore it's so connected to mi!! Very educational anyway this documentary. So educational that i witnessed the birth of the child so close-up than i ever have seen in other videos...i personally think it's scarry. It bothered mi for a day, thinking abt the birth process..thinking kaoz it's so painful juz looking at the baby coming out...i mean seriously, all thots of thinking the baby is cute and all disappeared. Bcos of that, i think i would choose caesarian. OR i rather not wan kids. *shivers* I think i'm such an escapist. Juz cos i'm so scared of the uncertainities,the pain n all i rather not have kids. Not to mention they are also a great burden. So i'm selfish also. Hahha...
Oh did i mention that i told my mom that I DON WAN KIDS? In fact i said i'm so not gonna get married until i'm 28 yrs old or older. Then she commented that by then it would b so late to have a kid..so i said i'm not gonna have one anyway hahaha...
My mom thinks i'm mad. To her, being married, having kids are a process that everyone HAS to go thru n experience it .. One night again, while she was patting angel. I told her again NO i will not have any kids, i rather have lots of angels n dogs. I don thnk she wans to listn to my nonsense anymore :p hahaha
Mayb yrs down the road, i'll look back at this entry and laff at how childish i were at 23 yrs old..and at the same time, recalling how HL had wrote abt mi in his blog, if his blog survives till then that is..hahaa..
I'm waiting,with anticipation, how and when i'll change my mind abt having kids =)
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