Thursday, August 18, 2005 . 4:30 PM
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Wah these are really not my day. I might be suffering from some stress, some anxienty, some mood swings, some bad temper, some fussy fussy,some picky, some bitchiness...i think it's PMS. What i lack now is depression. But ican feel it coming. Looks like this mth is gonna hit mi hard.
THAT VERY NOT POLITE user came ard n bossed his way around again today. Again i failed to barr him. And i warn ur to take a pinch of salt when i bitch bcos due to PMS, everything is upsized and exaggerated. So he came and again didn't address any of us in the lab but he brought a colleague who i recognised as one of the TAs who taught my fren, who happened to b a really nice guy. I was soooo unhappy i showed all my face infront of them. The impolite guy came over,approached my new colleague and didn't bother addressing him, shot his Qs..man..if my PMS continues and he made mi pissed i'll juz snap at him. I don wan to be so nice. If being nice brings mi more suffering y the hell am i being nice for..not everyone is happy u get wat i mean..
cut the story short. i wan to blog abt my ulcers that have been toruring me. You may find the descriptions alittle gross..that's fine with mi juz log out of this page.
One little crater started appearing one morning when i woke up.Very bad. Considering it bloomed 20x bigger than it originally had been. Now a mini volcano at the side of my mouth..i can barely eat, in fact i look more like im drooling while i stuff the noodles into my mouth. I cannot sleep on my sides(but i can onli sleep on my sides..i never ever sleep on my back) bcos i would squash my litte gigantic crater. And usually ulcers would recover in a week or so..while 1 week after the mini crater appeared, the ulcer juz got bigger n bigger and till now it still has not shown evidence of any improvement, bcos the white part aren't gettng bigger, there's still juz bare exposed flesh within the ulder..ouch. I can feel the pain juz toking abt it. To make things worse, yesterday ..another ulcer appeared at the back of my throat! now it's full blown ulcer!! With every swallow of my saliva, it hurts...
DO y think over exposure of chemicals will actually cause mi to have ulcers? Or cause my ulcers to never heal??
SOBZ..
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