Monday, July 25, 2005 . 4:23 PM
* lazy to blog*
Deying kept asking if i've updated my blog....so stressed..
Nothing big in particular has happened how to blog.
Regarding Career: SO- so..feeling i need a break. But then the ironic thing is when u want to take leave u know work will pile up when u return, and u know you have to finish up watever work you have b4 u leave so that you leave with a piece of mind. The ironic thing is u got to rush like mad juz to go for a short break. I'm not really rushing. That's cos everything in my own planning didn't go according to wat i wanted it to be and hence i would b rushing soon. As for research work, Boss has given my a project like ages ago but things happened i got delayed i couldn't start.Now that i have the time to start, i want to take a break. Can u imagine!?! And i haven't even started the most basic part of the project!!
Regarding holidays soon: The plan is to go somewhere and enjoy myself during the national day break, 4 days in a row. But now the prob is donoe where to go. Headache and look time is flying by past, every min that i haven't made up my mind some place at some part of the world is being taken up by other singaporeans who couldn't be bothered with their national day but seeking a gd time elsewhere. I hate to plan, and i feel that if i have to stress myself out planning for some holiday then i rather juz don go anywhere. The fact is yes i need a break. So i don wan to have more things on my hands to do..to think to worry abt. I may not need to go elsewhere. I juz want to wake up late everyday n do wat i like everyday! I wouldn't mind staying in small tiny singapore. But i won't watch the NDP that's for sure. I donoe y but i think i'm trapped in the old working class mentality!! That we shdn't waste money like that!! WE shd save up..go wat holiday! Oh my god. Slap mi!! Slap mi hard that i wake up from such idiotic mentality.
Regarding Finance: i'm pretty over the moon with my bonus. haha..
Regarding lovelife: Happy. Juz that we almost killed each other in the kitchen when we tried cooking a nice dinner together yesterday.I do not think we would ever cook again TOGETHER. period.
Regarding saturday: Well we were in funan. Then at raffles shopping centre.ANd the NDP rehearsal was going on...so we had the spectacular view of the fireworks!! It's so pretty. Words can hardly explain the exhiliarating feeling u get whenever u see fireworks. It's been ages since my last fireworks.And everytime i see any, it brings back many nice childhood memories where fireworks were more common then. It's juz a familar feeling but yet kinda 4gotten. Sometimes somethings brings out such feelings in you isn't it. It's like for example ur secondary sch? U used to hang ard the area alot, for 4 yrs...and then for many yrs u lost touch with it bcos you don need to go back there anymore...and once in a while u walked past and the sense of dejavu..the familar feeling..the friends you remembered suddenly, the teachers, the activities, the things you do with your friends then, the mentality then..so many things..
Well now i have the impression that national day is over...until the irritating tune of droopy eyes Rui En and Tauflik was played over the radio and i was thinking y the hell they still playing the stupid song when national day is over....i don care wat u all think abt the song or abt droopy eye..i don't like it.
Regarding friends: I think thse past week i've been sticking to him like glue. Taking slow walks in teh garden in the evening..watching inuyasha at nite...while busy at work.I barely think abt anything else..don tell me i'm being absorbed into this lab thingie....
Regarding freshmen: It's week zero. Freshmen are here..Welcome teas all over. Preparing for their rag day watever performaces, they are using the dean of medicine area to practise their dancing moves, medical library area to make their coustumes etc. They are flooding the bus silly with their energetic chitchats. I donoe y but one look at them and u know they are freshmen. The blur look, the sparkle in their eyes..full of enthusiasium. Wait a few weeks more or a semester more and these pple would turn into a bunch of walking zombies, juz like us. They are flooding the bus..it's quite irritating.But this means bazaars would be back woohoo!! oh yeah baby
Regarding my life : i really donoe wat's really hapenning in my life now. It's a blur. I gez i need a break really. And tomoro is my bro's poly grad. I'm taking half day off. whoopee...
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