Tuesday, July 19, 2005 . 5:10 PM
*I'm trying to relax*
I'm back. NO more korean woman. Sorry to keep all you pple waiting for another blog entry of mine.R u sure u miss my entries? haha..
The reason y i haven't been blogging is because ...i don blog during the weekends and ..i've been really busy at work. Wondering y i could blog now? Cos Karen is back! So yeah!! I've worked my arse off the past 2 weeks and yesterday everything was almost screwed for me bcos of some unexpected mistake and i was so gek, so frustrated..that i felt like crying. The machine screwed itself up again and i do not want to mention wat time i stayed till yesterday when i did not even finish wat i set out to finish bcos some things were screwed. SO i felt like all my rushing, my anxiety, my efforts and time pretty well went down the drain. I think i have every reason to cry except those are not even my samples..it's users' so y the hell am i slogging so hard for. Not even 5 mins of rest infront of the pc. I was rushing n rushing, doing 2-3 things at one time, attending to users even. I could feel my blood boil at certain period of the day, i'm juz restraining myself with lots of efforts from snapping at pple. I think PMS is here. I'm presently the queen. GO back to your labs n stop asking mi questions.Period.
Deying was back for the weekends. Managed to meet up for sometime catch up abit.
My 34 inch tv has spoilt and i blame it on my dad for watching the tv continuously from 9am till 11pm everyday. Ok actually he watches till prob 9+ and then i'll carry on till 11+. Months b4 the remote control has aldy failed to work. Now the tv is dead. Beside the 34 inch tv, we placed our dependable 14 inch tv. Looks like a peanut beside the tv.I think it may not even b 14 inch cos seriously i hardly see much from the '14 inch' tv.And i tot every shows are premade and watched on different tv, now i know the size of the tv matters. SO question now is shd i repair this aged spoilt tv which would probably cost 200+ or more and i assume it probably won't last another 5 yrs. Or get a new nice one..with remote control.Plasma?LCD? Projector? Wow...
Did i mention i would be getting a midyr bonus? I got it yesterday. And then i was so busy that i didn't go check the payslip online on exactly how much they gave me. So i checked today. I really do not wish that my bonus goes into a new tv............to make a new tv worth the money it has to be BIG, as big as my 34 inch or bigger and it has to of cos last another 10 yrs or so..man how many thousand bucks do i need to fork out. I def can't afford! Y can't i apply for a credit card? then i could go on a 0% installment thingie!! *sighz*
And my pc is still giving mi problems. Recent problem encountered includes, my CD rom drive missing from windows(meaning pc cld not detect my cd rom out of a sudden?!) and pc cannot detect my internet. WOW. Yicai condemns my pc. I think it's time....to get a new one actually. Problems is...i don have the money to invest in one and now i actually don't really need a pc at home bcos i do not need it for work(for now...) i onli use it to, believe it or not..to blog,upload my photos, email, book movie tickets and chat. Y can't i have the bloody 0% installment plans?!
Many a things to do, many a things to explore, many a things to try out but ................freaking hell i do not have the time, right company and energy to do them.
I've been having inuyasha marathon at home, on my bro's pc bcos mine couldn't find the cd rom rem? And gez y i'm having the marathon now? Cos i was supposed to return to fren by monday but that stupid fren dua mi anyway..so it would b wednesday. CDs rented to mi since...april. 60+ episodes. Now it's july rite? ok 3 mths of the cds rotting at home and suddenly he msged mi on msn asking mi to return him and i was like oo ohhhhhhhh...........i have to rush n finish 60+ episodes in hmm a night. BUt he dua mi anyway!!! Not v happie i gez.BUt then i get 2 more days to finish them so it's gd. Maranthon tonite!! BUt korean show 1st.
Facial on friday. Ahhh i need it. I need a rest.
August 8th. I've taken the leave. SO 4 days to nua.
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