Tuesday, March 01, 2005 . 4:46 PM
* The best times of my life so far..*
I've always considered JC to be one of the best period of my life. No matter how the outside world condemns AC family....no doubt ACJC made mi the person i am today. If not cos of ACJC i wouldn't be wat i am today. I enjoyed that short intermittent 2 yrs very much.
It may sound pathetic...But it was the period where i had my biggest group of frens hanging out together..and re-invented the word FUN. I've always been an introvert. And no matter how some friends actually think i'm not the shy sort, the fact was and is..i'm really very shy. If i were to hang out with 1 or 2 other person i can get along with them well, but if u put mi in a grp, it's like i'll lose myself, i'll juz shutup. Many think i'm aloof, the fact is i'm juz shy..that's y i avoid toking to pple or saying hi to them sometimes. My self confidence was as low as it could get. But those frens of mine (including that pervert...) gave me confidence..in fact most of the pple in AC were so bloody confident, slowly i got out of my shell. I wouldn't say i'm bloody confident now but it's a far cry from wat i used to b. I missed the friends, the fun times, the carefree attitude, the uniform, the classrooms, the irritating classmates, the irritating teachers. If i were to walk out of that damn sch without learning anything, i learnt that to succeed academically, u have to study smart not study hard. And with that theory i stuck with, i got myself thru Uni. They taught mi that rich pple may not mean they are stuck up. I wouldn't say for now..but in the past they weren't. Mayb now they realised wat money could do..they juz change...
I really wouldn't be wat i am today without AC...let's juz say i got influenced to b lazy from there..and to b late everyday...........lazy and yet think i can pass everything with flying colors..it's no sowing and expecting to reap every single harvest. Ac taught mi to lay back and enjoy life, not everything is abt studies..i'm glad i did go there ,nvm that my 2 very reasons for choosing AC were cos it was bloody near my hse( and i was still always late) and i know the hall is air-coned...bleah!! haha!!
The 2nd best period of my life would b uni. Cos it was slack...i remembered a time where i had nothing to worry abt, nothing to do after sch except to go drink coffee with some friends..Holland V was my favorite hangout place. And time seemed abundant. It doesn't matter if the afternoon juz passed like that and we spent it on drinking and toking cok...we do it every other days...it was a v gd time. No longer can we go back to those days. Everyone has changed. No longer would it b that carefree anymore....That was before my dad fell ill. No longer would those days return................they shall all b juz memories and a part of me.................
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