Monday, February 07, 2005 . 1:20 PM
* How old am i?*
I think last week was pretty bad for mi. As i sank into depression again and doubt my own personality and abilities. Thanks for all the encouragement and jokes that ur have provided mi with to cheer mi up and prayers of cos hee. Glad to say things took a gd turn on friday. Cut the story short, i was reassured that my relationship with my colleagues are turning for the betta. SO thank God for that. Can't believe how stressed i was man...and how paranoid i am..
CNY juz 1 day away. Yr of the roosters. Next yr would b dogs. *gasp* NOT AGAIN!!!! That would make us all.....24 yrs old!!!! OMG!! I can really picture my youth slipping away from my face. I don think i look THAT old. Altho some pple have been telling mi i look old. Juz ard 3 weeks ago yicai and i was in some 7-11 store and we got alchohol. I can't rem wat alcohol but was those cheap ones. I took the bottle went to pay at the cashier. I took out my money. The cashier as a matter of factly asked mi for my IC. o_O and i LOOKED at her eyes wide-opened in disbelief, gd thing my jaw didn't drop. I looked at yicai and asked him did she say she wan my IC? And i met this pair of disbelieving eyes as well. I asked the cashier again wat? IC? Both of us cracked up. We laffed alittle and ok..u wan my IC i'll give it to u and shock u to death that i'm much more than 18 yrs old. Very amusing. How long have i not been stopped for an IC??? haha
In the cab the other day the cabbie chatted with me. He asked wat yr am i studying? Cos my destination was NUS. HAHA.. I wanted to say, yeah i'm in 3rd yr doing this and that. Instead i told him the truth ..er no i'm working in nus. And he gave mi a puzzling, shocked look and said ohhh tot ur a student u dress like one. ANd i tot to myself, i could b a student. The only difference was that i graduated? IF not i would still b wearing the same damn clothes but carrying my notes instead of my beautiful handbag, and flipflopping in my $5 flips to the lecture hall which probably had the lecture started 30 mins ago without me. How i miss sch. HOw can i grow old with an environment like this? I'm glad i still look like a student. And not to mention pretty happie that hey i got stopped for my IC. Mayb i shd try clubbing? See whether they stop me to check my ic. Woohoo.
ANd then it amuses mi that some users who came to my lab tot i'm older? They didn't say it straight that would b too rude. I told a user i came from sarawak same as he did. HE asked mi when i came i said i came when i was 7? Then he mumbled something like oh that means u've been here ard 20 yrs....and i was doing my limited maths..20+7??? DO i look like i'm 27??????
I take it that he's lousy in maths too. OK....afterall scientists are so blur. They are 4ever engrossed in their world. They may not even know how to count except knowing how to calculate the number of dilutions they need for their experiments and do it with precision. OH well.
23 this yr. OMG. *gasp* that's bloody old. I still rem when i was a teen which was ages ago and i tot abt wat i would b like when i'm 22-23 yrs old....and i tot to myself nah..it's long from now..when the time comes then think abt it. SHIT. IT has COME. And where am i? I'm not a teacher which i tot was my aspiration that that age.........i'm stuck in a lab without windows!! BOOHOO!!! Barely any millions in my bank!! BOOHOO!!
ok lar..don crap liao lar...happy 23 everyone. I juz turned 22 onli leh.........i need time to adjuzt to being 22 u know..
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