Wednesday, January 05, 2005 . 9:38 AM
Searching for some interesting things
My life has reached a stagnant standstill period.I feel like i'm rotting. I have so many apsirations...im counting have fun as aspirations. But i'm not doing anything. I'm so gd at procrastinating. My pets suffer bcos i procrastinate. My room suffers due to my neglect. My life is down the drain cos of my stupid nonchalent attitude.
The usual attitude is......
'Nah!! i'll do it tomoro....cos i'm so tired today......'
"I'll bath BearBear tomoro.....even tho she stinks like hell and itching like hell...but i'm so tired. And the weather is so cold! She would get a cold like this and she would dieeeeeee.......tomoro. "
Yeah..after 3 tomoros i've still not bathed Bearbear. My poor hammie. So sway to have mi as its owner.
My room is in such a mess i'm beginning to feel so proud of myself. How can one b so messy..yeah that's me! My room's floor is littered with my clothes and numerous bags which i've been too lazy to dump on my table..And then my table is piled with one or 2 other smaller bags and papers, which i've been too lazy to lift a finger to throw them into the bin. My bin is spilling outwards...oh man. I don wanna do a thing. juz let mi rot and die. I'm so tired.
Watever efforts that i've put in to reach workplace b4 9am (and my work starts at 8.30am officially...) was simply washed down the drain. Again i was too tired and i couldn't wake up. ANd it was sooo comfy hiding under my blanket when elsewhere is raining so heavily. Then even my dad had to come n get mi out of bed. He juz wouldn't stop banging his walking stick on the dooor.......Im so sick of working..so tired and all i couldn't b bothered that i'm gonna b late again. I left my hse ard 8.45am and made my way to sch. Bloody hell my jeans are all wet. Wet tired and beaten by the cold. Y am i working here...........when can i use my 2 days off??? *planning.....*
OH and to all NTUsians....my condolences for you having to start sch aldy. Nus hasn't u know..haha :p That means ur gonna b so busy to even bother abt mi..again!! Hai..
There's nothing interesting in my life man. Noone is cutting their fingers off ...no blood spilling all over the place..no rat's brains to cut. The onli 2 interesthing things are..i met up with a crusade fren of mine who's in yr 4 arts doing honours now. I think i havent met him for 2 yrs. So it was a gd time catching up and sharing and i'm pretty touched he took the initiative to ask mi out, saving mi from the pits of windowless lab. Then the 2nd one was ..rem the engine student who came to my lab to use the machines and taught mi where to dl inuyasha? He came again yest to use the machines. So we had some short chats. He's gonna lend mi the inuyasha that he had downloaded HEE.. That means i don have to dl anymore! Yesh!! Got him on my msn now. GOOD. Inuyasha!!!
Hai i'm so sick of bloggging...juz reminds mi how boring my life can be.
Y don i talk abt new yr resolutions? when i know resolutions will NEVER b kept but forgotten as the months go past...
1) Taking the initiatives to ask my honours frens out for lunch....so many of them.
2) Learn salsa
3)Settle down in a church and grow.
4) Mayb learn malay..speaking of malay i juz learnt 'tahi' means SHIT!
5) Save as much as possible
6) Go Taipei/ Korea / or anywhere else..
I gez that's all...................................ok i'm so bored. BYES
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