Sunday, January 02, 2005 . 1:12 AM
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New yr's eve. No need to work cos it happened that 31st dec is NUS uni day or some sort. I don care as long as i don need to work. Went out with Deying to go shoipping in the day. But in the end didn't buy anything....and i'm really not happie abt that. But anyway had a great time catching up with her. Evening met Yicai for countdown. Later on T-lum(my sec classmate) his fren joined us. We were like walking ard Esplanade for at least 30 mins b4 we settled down in a restaurant bar but we got to sit outdoor since everywhere was aldy fully booked. Cold man....since it juz rained and we were hoping it wouldn't rain again. NOthing big and happening...juz 3 of us drinkning and chatting. So i think we were really lucky to have a place to sit and drink while the rest of pple were juz standing and bumming ard donoe doing wat...cos it was really boring. We gez everyone was gathering in esplanade cos they still tot there's fireworks but yicai told us b4hand that it was cancelled aldy...cos of the tsunami incident, to b sensitive of cos. Erm that's Magarita cocktail in the pic. T-lum left b4 teh countdown to join his other frens. So back to the 2 of us...it's like new yr was so sian...i donoe y..mayb cos we are aldy so grown up? Everyone has their own plans? Some pple wanna be at home..to avoid the crowd altogether, some wanna spend it with family, some wanna spend it with their gfs or bfs and then it makes it really difficult for so many couples to come together as a grp to celebrate...u get wat i mean? It's like...where were the wild times?!?! Tho actually i'm not really looking for a wild wild party but for a warm gathering of frens etc..but sadly speaking i don have a fix large grp of frens. I got different cliques..n then everyone is doing their own stuffs...In the past, i used to go to those super bloody crowded countdown parties at suntec etc..or clubbing..or parties? Now it's like...argh..so sian...warm gatherings pls!!! How was 2004 for everyone? Yicai thinks it's over in a flash...but i tink 2004 is a really long yr for me. The yr where i graduated with a degree. The yr things changed for me. The turning pt of wat i would term adulthood? Yr 3 of my uni life seemed so damn far away. It's as if i've graduated for 2-3 yrs aldy! More than half a yr ago i was still bumming, as a bad student,zaoing sch, last min studying. Wat a life!! How i miss those days! If onli this 1 mth + of working in nus is a nightmare or something, and i can wake up from this shit soon and discover wat a relief i'm still a student!! I know this job ain't bad...it's actually almost perfect. But too bad lar. God is pretty fair sometimes. Like i got such a gd job, i can't click with the pple. Like i got such a gd job i don get high pay but that aint such of a prob now lar. 2004....i can't rem much of it actually. Oh and i got my Angel hee. I wonder wat 2005 would bring. 2004 wasn't exactly a very gd yr for me. Last min studying really stressed mi out. Family problems...when my parents decided to come back from kuching for good..everything, the dynamics changed. Evrything changed. Financial problems. The nagging irritating persistent social pressure that pple gave us, the bunch-of-grads-who's-still-bumming-ard.Trying to cope with the need to change my mindset and attitude towards entering the workforce. And then..we went to Bangkok, could b considered my graduation trip, which was really enjoyable. Would love to go back there again. And recently the KL trip? I think i've got enuff of hols this yr aldy. Hopefully 2005 would b a betta yr. MOre clothes more shoes more money betta spiritual life more life more frens more activities less hot more cold less rain more peace less worries more blessings I wish all of u my frens a very blessed yr ahead. May God bless ur abundantly. Stay healthy,eat less fatty food or else ur blood vessels gona clot up soon, stay beautiful, sleep earlier,use more wrinkle-busting cream cos we are 1 yr older!! Happy new yr frens! 
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