Sunday, November 14, 2004 . 1:46 AM
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Haha..how the new look? It's retro madness baby!!!!! Recently i'm into all those retro and classic 1920s stuff..i think they r damn cool..
Keeping the whole blog very simple, juz the bare essentials.
Hmm..well i went back to NUS on fri to meet the guy who has my wallet. And i'm so embarassed to say this..we were supposed to meet at arts canteen at 11.30am but i turned up at 12pm..haha..opps..and this poor guy who's aldy being nice to make the effort to meet up with me has to wait for mi..yicai went with me juz in case u know..anything happens..everything in my wallet is intact..albeit alittle messy..i recovered all my vouchers even. I'm so damn happy and relieved. This is the BEST scenerio anyone who lost their wallet could have.
ANd then ...so since we were in nus aldy..we ate at arts canteen..and then i wanted to check Arts out..so we went to the libraray and lo and behold..it's so damn well renovated ican't believe the lib has become such an appetising place to b..if i were still studying i would love to b in the library..it's so cool. I took some pics haha..but im lazy to transfer to my pc..so yeah mayb tomoro then :)
Btw..the baskers festival is on now..so mayb if u got to orchard,clarke Quay areas u can see them. Wanted to go JB tomoro (sun) but prob not..cos i don wan to wake up early and if we wan to avoid the jam then we have to wake up early. Hai sian...nothing much to do in JB too...i've got such a bloody long weekend i'm getting alittle sick of it. It's like i've got nothing to do..i'm wasting my long weekends away...but seriously i do quite enjoying doing nothing lar except i felt that i'm wasting it..and it's such a pity ..get wat i mean??
Time really flies..it's more than a yr since i started blogging. Haha i checked my archives..in fact i re-read some of my archives..it's amazing how time flew by so fast. We were celebrating Xiaoying's bday a yr ago..and then we juz celebrated her bday recently....and then later part of my blogs were all kaobeing abt my mom and her love-hate relationship with my Angel.. i fought so hard to keep Angel and in the process got myself all so stressed up. Sometimes i really wonder if its worth all tat pain and white hair..juz cos of an animal..then there was my dad's illnesses and the emotional baggage that we had to bear..having to be parentless for months, took care of my home like a slave...endless probs with my parents when they were back...so many things..Conclusion: The past yr has been a tough one. But i'm glad..that i've managed to walk thru all those. I still believe God would provide. I'll not ask Y these has to happen to my family again. I've grown up. From an incredibly innocent and sheltered gal, having to cope with a huge responsibility of taking care of the home alone, to bearing the whole hse's financial needs to having to even sacrifice my own precious young life,making the effort to come home everyday juz so i can heat up the food for my dad and spend some time with him....everything has been such a tough decision for me..i used to whine n even pity myself for having to start my life like that when everyone has it easier..now i'm quite proud to say i juz take watever that comes on..Mayb..i've really grown up...wat a difference a yr could shape the maturity of a gal..
Hmm actually i feel quite carefree now..juz turn up for work everyday..and gets money to spend..life is so much simpler, u don have to worry abt ur revisions and watever shit ur not catching up with and then u get damn stressed up over exams..but somehow life oso becomes so much more complexed...entertaining ur colleagues,office politics( i seldom encounter them tho cos i make damn sure im damn far from those)Taxes, feeding ur family... Anyway it's great to b back in NUS..altho i think i'll get sick of that place very soon since i've spent 3 yrs there aldy..it's the youthful environment in NUS that's refreshing..it would constantly remind u to b more student-like..take things easy..don let working life carry u away..
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