Monday, November 22, 2004 . 5:10 PM
oh..................wah lau. Suddenly i realised that blogger has taken away the FONT function. TO make my title tooks bigger i even had to type the html myself..so troublesome.
I'm going thru some emotionally tough time now. I juz feel so..i don even know wat's the word to describe it. Mayb suddenly juz feel as if life is like so ...meaningless. I feel suffocated. I feel as if it's been ages since i really communicated with pple....i chat with pple on msn more than i tok to pple. Today i felt as if my spirits have been dampened. I don seem to b able to chat with the pple in lab...i juz feel like i'm lost for words to comment on anything or mayb i juz don feel like even talking...cos i don even know wat to say..get wat i'm saying? Been quarreling with my mom too..it's settled now. Juz feel so tired. I wish...i can throw everything aside and not care abt anything at home.
And there is this tot abt changing my career haha. I'm thinking i may not stay in this line for long even tho this job is so slack and it would b gd if i would wan to go into part time masters....but then...i don wish to study so much, to slog my life so much..to work so hard..y can't i juz go elsewhere with my degree and earn so much more and mayb i would enjoy watever i do even more? I haven't found wat i want...i hope i can find it soon.
Sat nite, yicai and i went for an early bday dinner with my cousin and her friends at a spanish restaurant called Ocho at CHIJMES. Was nice. Took some pics but haven't uploaded up cos apparently i'm blogging while working again ha.Anyway i hope u enjoyed urself hsiaolin and all the presents :D
yeah that's all. sianz
