Friday, November 26, 2004 . 4:49 PM
+ Innocent lives lost +
Haven't been blogging huh? Cos i'm finally quite busy with work in the lab. haha :p
I'm quite happy lar..time pass even faster when ur busy.
A tragic incident happened on wed...I was told to go collect 2 mice with Weiping. The other day i overheard her and this other Dr toking abt our lab not having enuff animal organs samples for me to practise cutting.....so she was asking if the Dr have samples..and then she said she has the mice..y don she giv us the mice and we kill them ourselves and get our desired organ samples...
Freaked me out. The mice were sooooo cute u know?!?!!!! Smaller than my hamsters(can u believe it...my hamsters are so fat) and their fur is dark brownish...so cute lor. One moment they were so alive and cute, the next i had to grab them out from the plastic transparent bag they were put in. I had to get the mice out cos weiping and florence are totally scared of mice...alamak..SO i had to grab the mice's tail and lay the struggling and petrified mouse on the table for weiping to get a firm grib on the mouse's neck...once she has her fingers firmly on the neck.....she juz has to give the tail a strong pull..snap the mouse's spine and it's dead. Juz like that. I was so traumatised.Dissected mice i've done it. Kill a mouse? NO way. I won't do it..and i've never seen it being done b4 either so i was pretty traumatised..i totally juz jumped away far from the scene of murder. Even tho it's a fast death, not much misery watsoever, i think the mice went thru a very terrifying time b4 death lor...cos they couldn't get a grib on the mice and they kept struggling..i mean who would wan to die like that...i would rather juz die straight away. SO sad. So the next moment, weiping was aldy cutting thru it's abdomen, getting organs out. Hai....so sad. ANd i feel even more guilty that 2 mice were juz sacrificed for mi to practise my skills ...........lives are so cheap here. I'm so glad i'm not dissecting a rabbit. :(
It's ok..i won't b dissected or murdering small animals anytime soon.
I feel like working in nus is almost like working in CHINA. Everywhere i go..every direction i turn to, every conversation i hear are chinese from china. They r so flooding this place. NOw i listen to their conversations abt their hometown, it's very interesting....and in turn i tell them abt m'sia. Ha...not like i know lots abt m'sia anyway. I think my chinese is getting betta and betta. I'm starting to use chim words too ha.
I met a weird gal online recently.SHe added me herself to her msn and then i realised i don know her but i've added her so i'll juz entertain myself with a stranger online lor. Then thru days of talking to her i think she's abit weird. She's telling me who loves travelling. ANd she's studying now mah..so she has to earn money herself. And she earns easy money. GEz wat she does? She goes online..tok to guys...and......if they r interested...............she sells them her panties. More like the guys wan her panties..for watchever F***ed up reasons (oh sorrie for swearing)So wat she do is...go to buy those 4 for $10 panties and sell it to them for $100. Easy money huh? But i think it's dirty money. SHe apparently thinks it's ok??? It's so weird.................and those perverts they ought to b CASTRATED. Pathetic. I've seen her msn nick.. SO sweet looking and everything i donoe y is she doing this. Mayb it's a guy behind the facet of a gal.....mayb he's buying gal's panties...haha..he wanna con me.
ANyway i'm attending a wedding din tomoro. But i don even know the bride nor the groom. Actually the bride is my cousin (mom's side) who i don think i even know. Well, i can't even put a pic of my aunt's face in my head...i donoe the mom and neither do i know this cousin existed. Well she's marrying a singaporean so she's having the din here. ANd i'm attending it. Shall b sitting so front tomro..oh cool. I donoe where is it held. Note the disinterest in the whole thing. wat kind of attitude is this.....
oh 5.20pm now...i can actually pack up and go liao lar. Fridays off work at 5.30!!!
tata!!!
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