Tuesday, November 23, 2004 . 5:06 PM
+ Here i am again +
OMG...i donoe wat to make of my life now. AM i miserable or am i halfway in heaven??? Despite being so socially deprived, which i think in time this phenomenon would disappear after i get to know the pple betta, i think i have one of the greatest job in the world..ok in s'pore at least or in clementi ok...
I've absolutely NOTHING to do now..i don even know wat to do!! I've been free since 4.30pm omg..i've transformed myself into a full-time faithful blogger. I even get to choose the music i wan..that's cos karen, the other colleague went on leave till dec..man..the speakers unfortunately are connected to her pc..so if she comes back i think i have to listen to chinese songs...alamak. I've chosen JAZZ...to go with such a wet,lonely and cold afternoon, isn't it perfect? Now i oni lack a cup of hot steaming coffee on my table..Did u know u could chose any songs on window media player to play? Once i've got bored of my radio i chose my own songs in window player. And wat's the best? Window media player has oso got a radio tuner which lets u tune to MANY MANY stations in any genre and of cos i've put mine on jazz, AccuRadio this station is called. Song playing now is...Fever, by peggy lee from a compilation from 1996...now whoever she is..Michael Buble re-sang the song in his "come fly with mi " album.....buble who?????? michael buble lar...alamak
OMG it's Nat King COle now!!!!!!! * awwwwwww so in heaven*
Working in nus: 1.8k
Slacking during work : $11+ per hr into my pocket for nothing
Jazz during work + slacking : priceless...n i get paid still....wahahaha!!
Don worry..i won't go on abt my work anymore. I know ur can't stand my selfish joy anymore...DON HIT ME!!!
KNow wat? After i said i don't really wan to b in this life sci field anymore..well actually i t's like i don wan to slog so hard etc? Yesterday i bummed into the prof who recruited me when i was leaving work..then had a chat with him (more like he was briefing mi..) so he told mi one of the reasons y he wanted me was cos i had the passion for lab work..i wanted to upgrade myself. SO he said when i'm more familar with my lab stuffs and i've settled, he would giv mi a chance to go over to his research labs to learn other things..and mayb in time to come i can decide to go further my studies. When i heard that i was like thinking...oh no..ive half decided to give up this field aldy..i don care abt masters aldy....er how? I don wish to disappoint him.After all this prof is a very nice person. SO ...now...after 22 hrs from yesterday's meeting with him, i have decided to b a changed person. I will try to learn as much as possible. See how and where this path will take me...if i'm in such a gd position to take up masters then y not..i do have quite a gd positon to do partime studying lor..The thing is whether i still wan it? Can i commit? Can i really b that hardworking? Lab is so boring!!! Well..for now i'll try to b more passionate abt my work (and here i am still slacking...well.......hmm) while doing masters can wait since i don qualify now anyway..so juz a step at a time. Suddenly i feel as if i've made the rite decision to take this job...not juz cos it's the 1st job that i was being offered (oh..pathetic) but cos now it feels more and more right...........get wat i mean? Hmm james Darren..who is he...
NOw playing LOve for sale by vivian green from the soundtrack of De-lovely. I wanted to watch the movie...donoe if it's worth it tho..
OH i watched incredibles on sun. DId i tell you all? I'ts very funnie. Muz catch!!!!...
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