Monday, August 30, 2004 . 10:01 PM
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HAI... Xiao xiao has passed away. MY favorite hamster. I'm very very sad now...hai..
I 1st saw xiaoxiao in the jurong pt pet station more than 1 yr ago. It was almost love at 1st sight. Xiao xiao was soooo FAT and beautiful...don ask mi y i named it XIAOXIAO..juz trying to b funnie..Yicai has always called it the spider hamster...that's cos he's so active, he could somemore climb up ur hand no matter how vertically u place ur hand ..I loved him so much. Xiaoxiao was mistaken to b a gal in the 1st place but when he grew bigger it was apparent that he's a male instead. He helped to fathered 4 children with YY. He has always been so beautiful until recently when he fell ill. Actually it was more of old age that's catching up with him and he started to grow tumors outside his body..but that's v common for old hamsters.. And then he got a stroke recently..so much that his head tilted to one side and he walked funnily...and then one side of his mouth got swollen as well and he started to really lose alot of weight till i could feel his ribs aldy. HAI..Loved him so much sooo much! He's got an amazing ability to sleep away and no matter how much we poke him or kajiao him, he could simply juz ignore u even when we hold him in our hand!! HOW can u not love such an adorable hamster??!!
I aldy seen his death coming...he had a very huge tumor that seemed to b growing from the inside of his body..i knew he won't last long..this morning, i saw him looking so restless, couldn't even balance himself. I knew it's a matter of days' time..i came home from work, went straight to check up on him, he's still like that. Near dinner time i went to see him again, he was getting much worse, he couldn't even b bothered to walk ard when i gave him a push, he laid on his sides ANYWHERE in the cage...i kept trying to get him up but he simple refused to...I was so depressed over dinner cos i know he's going to die soon..then b4 i knew it, after dinner i went to see him and he's gone aldy...he was still warm. I stroked his head..his body..played with his furry feet and noticed how skinny he has become..a far cry from the beautiful xiaoxiao i once had...and my mom came to give xiao xiao her last strokings as well...
I wanted to bury him asap b4 his body gets cold and hard..it's very saddening when it reached that pt...but my aunt and uncle came...so i didn't go bury him yet. I was hiding in my home crying my heart out. SAD~~~~~~~ sobz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling so numb now. Sad....sad...sad..................................
The world still has to go on........my life still have to go on.............
I would love to have put a photo of xiaoxiao up but it would onli make mi more upset sobz..so..next time ba..now i'm left with 3 hamsters onli....hai
I'll update ur on wat's happening in my life another time lar..let this entry b juz for xiaoxiao...
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