Saturday, May 08, 2004 . 1:39 AM
+ An evil bitching session +
U know wat's so gd abt friendster? It helps u find ur long lost pri sch frens albeit some are those who u wish would never appear in ur life again. Sometimes i sit back and think of these pple..and wondered how are they now? Wat are they like now? Have they changed? Are they still so sickenly irritating?
I'm not a person who would hate those who have done me wrong. I would forgive. But these pple..hmm they cheated me of my feelings. Not that i didn't forgive me..just that i would never forget that they existed in my life and how silly i was. So dumb hai~~
Anyway, i onli mananged to keep in close contact with a pri sch guy fren called Allan and one of his friendster contact is "Swiss cottage pri sch" From there, i saw a mesg left by a gal who i have no impression of but she mentioned a name which striked a bell and i went on to check that gal's site. And lo and behold..it's indeed a gal i knew hmm named E***. The yr was 1989 and i was in pri 1. I just came to s'pore not long ago and pathetically i couldn't understand english. She was my class monitress then and so sway i was assigned to sit with her. We used to sit in pairs ..and i rem there was this cute taiwanese boy who sat behind me hee. ok out of pt.. ANyway, this E*** in my impression was a spoilt, rich brat. I remembered she loves to bully me..esp taking advantage that i don understand english. ANd ironically, she was supposed to help me ard cos i don understand english blaeh! She tortured me so much i refused to go sch..even rem there was this time when i couldn't tahan anymore, i feigned illness in the morning and thankfully my parents tot i was really sick and i missed the sch bus. But somehow they found out the truth later on and my dad forcefully drove mi to sch in his car :( Anyway i never understood y she was made the class monitress, she bossed her way ard..arrogant.. We went to different classes in pri 3..and i got out of her clutches...hai. I could recognise her face no matter how much she has changed. Actually i don think she changed much. Hmm.. I'm kinda sadistically glad that she's plump, her bf is plumber than her and she didn't make it to Uni (from friendster..)And oh she used to think she's so damn smart...I'm not saying that going to poly means she's not smart. But it gives mi some satisfaction tat she's not in the same place as me. But i think she's a different person now. Cos her testimonies say that she's a nice and even sweet person..oh well.. glad pple do change...
Another gal, who i haven't come across in friendster tho, used to b regarded as one of my bestest fren i ever had when i was in pri sch. I got to know her in pri 5 i think. She was from hongkong and she was born with freckle-like spots all over her body. And she made me feel inferior with all her fairy-like tales of which guy in the class is going after her..all the nonsense abt how pple think how pretty she is..Not until we graduate did i finally saw that watever she has been teling me were prob just somethign that she made it all up. She told me of her big hse..with swimming pool, which guys called her and how they are shy to express their interest in her in class (so that i would neevr get suspicious of her lies ), and how much she's playing...and not studying for PSLE. I seriously don understand WHY some pple would go to that length to made up stories to make themselves look so gd and put down everyone else. Yeah i gez i was so stupid to believe in her stories. But hey..i gave mi trust n my friendship. In return? She puts me down everyday. She even go to the pt of personal attack can. I remembered it hurt me everything she made fun of my name. Some of my tchers pronouned jiayann as giant (which is so ironic..cos i'm such a tiny puny pettite gal all my life ha ) and she likes to call mi giant. Not just that..she loves to call me GIANT SHIT. I don even know where that shit came from. I think she did lots of other stuffs, i just can't rem anymore. Mayb she's jealous of me or soemthing...hmm watever. Gez wat..i met her in NUS a few times. I think she's in arts cos i always met her somewhere there. Mayb she recognises me..mayb she didn't. Anyway, her bf aint that gd looking :p And she's not any taller than me! *sadistic laff* But then seriously, wat drives pple to do such a nuts thing as making up stories abt their lives hmm. I've got another fren who spun stories to one of my close fren. And we couldn't figure out wat's wrong with her that she has to do that?! And not to mention the lies, the stories were very hurting to my frens, bcos it was something close to her heart. I tot onli kids do that..now i know adults do that too. This is just so damn sad.
They have accompanied me thru some important yrs of my life. They have also left a deep footprint in my life. I gez i would NEVER ever 4get them unless one day i get alzhemier's haha. Not that i still hold a grudge agaisnt them..and actually pretty evil of me to speak of them like that now :p..opps..sorrie. Seeing E*** on friendster brought back some bad memories :)
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