Saturday, March 13, 2004 . 1:15 AM
::: Thoughts.. :::
Yesh i haven't been updating my blog. Been quite sian lar haha. Sometimes i feel as if i'm not very popular with pple..or i'm not an easy person to be with? Some pple see me and they give me a half-hearted, half-avoiding smile..and gradually they don even wanna catch my eye n no smiling n no hi no bye anymore. I don even knwo if i shd say bye to them when i'm stuck in a situation where i have to!! Are they intimidated by my super dao look or wat? Or we just can't click man?? But these pple seem to all click pretty well with andrea? I mean it's not difficult to know y. Andrea is such an sweet gal. I know i'm not that sweet lar hahaa...anyway just wondering y do i have such effects on pple..hmm...jialat... Im born with a super sour face. My mom can't even stand my face sometimes. She said my face seems to shout out to everyone that they owe me something. Even my neighbors came and tell me my mom to tell me pls smile more!! can u believe it?! Y shd i smile cos they asked me to?!!! crazy. I need extra extra extra effort to smile sometimes u know. I can't help it that my face is born that sour looking. Chek.
On thurs, xiaoying and i went on a shopping spree. haha. She wanted to get a shirt for her bro's bday..so we went looking then after that it was pretty much me shopping..bought a top from blood brothers. Hsiaolin told me got super sale and i went n see lar. 50 to 70% off regular price but some stuffs i stil can't afford one lar. I managed to get a skirt for like $14 onli at another store 50% off too! Wanted to shop more but was pretty tired lar...And i think i shd stop shopping aldy..cos no $ liao haha. BTW dear cousin if u ever see this: me and yicai aldy planning to go bangkok ( and mayb a beach resort in thailand after bangkok) in june..during his block leave. He's getting pple, like baZee?aiyah ur poly mate lar. and mayb some other army frens of his. I know u oso was planning to go thailand rite..u see if u wanna join us? Can khal take some leave??
okok had a long day today. Actually not that long for me cos i didn't go for 8am lect. I woke up at 9.30am haah overslept big time but nope i'm not feeling guilty AT ALL!!!! SLACker!!! ANd had 6 hrs pract from 12 to 6pm. Hai sian lar.
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